GiRl-gIrlS-blog

HELLO? GET UPDATED

2009-11-19T16:47:00.002+08:00

WARNING;
YOUR OUTDATED IF YOUR READING THIS

I've like moved already HELLO?! wake up, get updated dude!

www.NerdyLilBiatch.blogspot.com

RELINK ME THANKS!
but i will stil relink you guys in my old bloq, And imma lookinq for something to open to rellink others soon

Loves

NOT IN USE

2009-11-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello you slow belly! I've moved?! Why you so slow?!

www.NerdyLilBiatch.blogspot.com

Shall be officially usinq that bloq from now on! RELINK PEOPLES!

Kept this bloq for the memories in it

ERROR

2009-11-12T14:08:00.003+08:00

hey people! You are all aware i have moved!

www.NerdyLilBiatch.blogspot.com

But The postinq has an error, And I'm un-able to post ther, So until i fix it, I shall continue posting here(:

Currently not feeling well, So i am heading of to my nest too create some Z's
niqhtiee darlinqs!

A Un-Forgivable lie

2009-11-10T15:38:00.006+08:00

Everything's pretty gorgous if you stopped to take a nice lonq look, Appreciate what you have or you'll have to appreciate what you HAD, but its never to late .

no body's qonna love me better,i must stay with you, You know how ppreciate me , i must stick with you my baby.

Hey babes! here too update FINNALLY. witinq for tution teacher, his LATE! hahahahaa!

wednesday;

My 2 sweethearts came over too my place to stay over(: but i ahd school the next morninq so, they left the next day while i was in school! Wait for me@!! My holiday's are nearinq!

Thursday;

tution tution went out, shopped, Did art BORING *grumpy face* NEXT

Friday;
Schooled, had to stay back in church went out awhile dhens rotted at home for the rest of the day.

Saturday;

Woke up at 10 expectinq tution. but teacher can't make it so last minute canceled. Messaged chatty, ask him meet qo find the piq face. So bathed Etc, Dhens KahhweeSister messaged soo asked her alonq, Trained to SummerSet wit KahhweeSist, Met up with Chatty && Cz && Rum. Walked around. wanted to get a dress.. OH WELL.

And on the streets there was a puma contest we were suppose to write something funny on the board related to puma and take a picture! I TOOK PART!

I wrote "I don't like him (drew a arrow pointinq down) BUT i *heart* PUMA(:"
The picture was hilarious, Wore a puma baby pink scarf which totally matched my hot pink tank top && Black skirt! Forced chatty to stand there And YesYes the arrow pointed at him! HAHHAHAHHAA!

people were like laughinq, Oh well Laughs.

Cz brought us too the explanade my FIRST TIME THERE! its was great! Well, Kinda

The view was amazinq!

That day i wore a hot pink tank top, with a black mini skirt, so i a woolen jacket made by my ahma! I wore it! though it looks........

It was soo niceee, Every stich was made with love! she must be so happy to know i'm wearinq it! YAY YAY YAY

I MISS MY AH MA!

your attention, Your perfection, Your gentle touch, Your carinq gesture, your thoughtfullness, and mostly Your love..

Though this jacket's not perfect or outstandinqly nice, it felt warm as it was handmade specially for me from you. though your not around anymore with this jacket i feel your presence still!

played true or dare with this freaks! Laughs! hey guys sorry i had to you know, Just wanted to get it off my chest..din't mean to cause hurt nor trouble?

I HEART this picture! i look skinny! and WHITER~

Don't i don't i?????????

Had choclate coated strawberries on the way home(: YUMMY UMMY!

strawberries are loved!

br<>

sunday;

had spcial service, Ate SASHI with mama papa. I know its sushi not sashi, but i like it that way *gigles*

LAST PIECE OF NEWS

I'll be changinq bloq link! i shall be updatinq another bloq from now on!

http://www.nerdylilbiatch.blogspot.com/

but this link won't be deleted, Do tag! support your beloved becca rights(:

AND SPECIALLY TO KEITH;

If you read this text me afterwards! I know you come to my bloq once in awhile!

I'm worried for ya dude! Test me kays! don't ignore me! I'll feel really bad, If i did anything to anger or upset you tel me! You promised too meet to take the card): And to come on sunday and to tel me why you ain't cominq anymore! Text or rinq me up kays!

ChanginqLink,

NerdAssBecca

Public communications

2009-11-05T18:17:00.004+08:00

Yvonne; Ahxin
*Hello my dear, I miss you! :D
*Lol! You still look pretty! hahs(x
*Woah! So many things! I didn't even do so much things with my clique -.-
*I'm jealous!!!!

**I miss you toooo!
** Thank you thank you(: you tooo! pretty girl!
**no point anyways the cliquee was never true i guess? just a bunch of girls gettinq together claiminq to be sister's. ahhahaa, Its just a lie.
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Zoyiwang
*REBECCA!You're unfaithful to akuT.T
*I tot I'mm your boyf?LOL!
*ASSHOLE!BEING force.Dont friend you!
*Gosh* really look like GHOST!HAHA
*I've read the past posts.I look fucking ugly

** is oo faithful too you! you never ask me out i stay home leis! is WHO unfaithfull qo out with girls and other guys uhs?!Laugh!
**no your not my boyf. Your my lesbo rmb that niqht(: qiqles
**Thanks i know i looks like vampire, soooo pretty huh! hahaha
**Don't look at the past, your the same now(:
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Johnson

*hmm you tagged my old blog. are you the one who talk to me on msn? btw i linked you ^^
*Hello Hello ^^

**i lazy relink sorry): ! hahahhaa(:
**HelloHello! come my bloq must tag more kays dhens i tag you too hoho!
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Yujing(:
*Hey JieJie ! (: Im using onsugar now :D

**okays! Is that better or something? whye is everyone switchinq to it??

Tasmin
*HIIII : )

**HIIIIIIII : ) ? hahaha . i see your tag i remember bout the frolick, laughs!

yongxuan
*HI

** HelloHello! (: hehehhee! Ehs qo create bloq luhs bodohs!

Ivan
*!! so good ! can celebrate so fun de halloween !

**hahahhaa! That wher friends rock my life yeahs! You can too uhs(: niqht safari, clark quay has events on halloween.

Kahhwee
*weeeeeeeeee (: ima here to tag

**Weee? So childish uh hehhee! you uhs, everytime rushin my post, dhens my spellinq all hay wire! box you!

potatoBoy
*OMG~ u actualli went see to e bodyworld? haha. brave girl wor ;)

**I'm always brave potato! (: ehs i call you potato boy til i forget your name lerhs HOW!? hahaha! so bad of me *shy face*

steff!./
*WHTTT?! you dont love me? heart broken laaaa haha:D

**I love you luhhs(: hahahhaa!

b0chup
*baobei! i was here =)) looks white nice wor ur blog =))

** What baobeii!!!! white nice, Creamy your english cannot make it leis hehee! btw, careful i tel your girlf HOHOHO! you comfirm die!

Ivan
*LOL ! the baby is cute ;x hahaha

**OF COURSE! my baby sure vrey cute(: ehs idiot, soo lonq stil never meet me out celebrate your stupid birthday, you owe me stuff leis! hehehe(:

Fengqing
*(:

** Smiles(:

joycey.
*REBECCAAA ! (:

** JOYCEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! ( :

RACHEL
*same same ):

** Same same? hahahha? don't understand?

Replied all tag boobs!

Loves; BeccaFan

Missing those days

2009-11-04T13:18:00.017+08:00

Memories locked away are now let free to cause a new smile.

I was lookinq through my previous post since sec one. I started off laughin at how immature i was how naive and innocent i was, but i ended up cryin at all the thing's i have lost all the things i let slip by me. Pictures shall elobarate.

I missed a few things. but one thing is friends.
A group of girls that once used to be my "sisters" A group of girls that was onnce a "kimiko family" Laughs. I even forgot that name til i saw it just now.

A picture of us. I drew it last year..Never thinkinq it would al end this way in the end.
Now it is torn in the bin wher i threw it away.

(the followinq pictures wil decend from younger times to the present. )

We did so many "frist things" Together.

Our first steam boat together, When we were in sec one
all our nerdy faces, out fits.

Sec one

our first time to East coast, wearinq our I Love My Girlfriends tee, The first shirt we all bought together.. The only shirt all of us bought together..

sec 1

our first chalet together..
Watchin horrer Cd's together at niqht.
Sqeezinq in the beds , scarinq one another.
Fightinq over pillows and blankets.

sec 2

Our first time celebratinq chinese new year together, qoinq to one another's houses.
Takinq pictures like as if we're models at the clock tower.

Rushinq home cause we were late..

sec 3

our first time to old changi hospital.

scarinq one another. Runninq out together screamin like crazy ladyys.

Cryinq cause we thought we saw stuff, Laughinq after wards. Gettinq people to come pick us up afterwards..

sec1

our first wine..

Drinkinq together on the bed in a circle.. A circle of friendship..

Gettin drunk, Laughinq at one another's red faces..Chasinq zoyi as she ran all around.. Cryin..

Admittinq our sorrows to one another...

comfortinq one another.. Laghinq together..

sec2

our first time drinkinq sparklinq juice.

Layinq there havinq heart to heart talks.. Rushinq home afterwards..

Sayinq how guys suck.. How our friendships would last..

sec1

Teachinq each other methods of cheatinq

Complaininq how it don't work after that

And then i remember beinq close too some particular people, People i always went out with, Laughed with, Cried with.. fought with,

sec3

Rememberinq how close we use to be.. Wher we would pour our hearts out to one another. talk about almost everythinq..

Disturbinq lemin, irritatinq her in public.

qoin to one another houses to make up. Dressinq up to qo shoppinq together..

Always takinq hours too get ready.

The play ground wher, we like qoin, the place we always opened out hearts and have heart to heart talks. The place we're truthfull, The place we cry together., laugh together, complain to one another.

sec 2

Remember how we would always say "this friendship won't ever end." Or
"no one qonna break this friendship"

"sister's forever"

Promisinq one another, a never endinq friendship

(sec 1)

Always smugglinq together, Laughinq at one another. Playinq, screamin.shoppinq

sec1

Sittinq on the Mrt's floor not carin how others think. Cam whorinq all the time.

sharinq everything we had, Beinq like triplets.

sec 2

I seriously miss times i had with them! I realise everythinq changed so much

Regonise this idiot? *laughs?

She's qonna kill me when she seees this!

r
baby

*evil laugh*

young child?

All the quarrels we had(: *sighs*

It wil last. It did back then, it wil in future.

sec 1

Remember our stupid colour pants! Sittinq around doinq nothinq but cam whorinq?

sec 2

Dhens layinq down talkinq about guys *qiqles*

sec2

now we've both grown soo much(:

We were so close, we are so close we will be always so close.

sec 3

Always drunked together, cryinq together. laughinq together. Scoldinq one another. Teasinq each other, Annoyinq each other. Pissinq each other, it'll stay the same i wil ensure it.

sec 3

you show me whats a true friend.

SMILE!

sec 3

Remember this? Thetime we bought pregnancy kits and tried it, it came out positive. We were so scared yet happy! thinkinq of names for the baby. dreaminq of becomin aunty's marmies

sec 3

sec 1

XuAh qiao.
In sec one, Remember how stupid we were, always playinq audition. Alwyas qoin to lan's together. playinq together, constantly quarrelinq.

Remember the time we were meetinq to land? And you cant find the key so you were stuck?
And i was like pushinq you non stop!
LAUGHS!

Escape theme park(:
I forgot we used to be close, But my memories were refreshed yesterday, and i wanna say

I Miss you freakinq much.

sec 2

sec 2

And this crazy ladyy tryin to act like a kung fu master!

Laughs.

WE never like done another durinq sec one(: The only thing that describes us was HATE

but i gort to know her, And we became really close with that ZoyiWang.

Remember the ants? Laughs..
Talkinq our hearts out at the play ground, Beinq really close. Sharinq out thoughts, Feelinqs. Everything.

gossipinq bout others, makinq fun of Zoyi.
Me irritatinq you any time i can, You givinq me that face pokinq my head

I miss the times.. but now look wher we are at?

could time rewind itself?

Not forgettinq my puppy love'S.. Crushes, Obsessions. Broken hearts.

My crazy obsession. Always sneakinq hios pictures. Non stop talkinq about him. Cryinq for him..Cookinq for him, .laughin for him.dyinq for him. happy for him, sad for him. thank ful ot him, hateful to him..

sec 2

Valentines. My first time bakinq..

though it turned out badly, hahahaa.

Bakinq with zoyi, early in the morninq. qoin to his work place just to pass him this.

won't forget him(: and the pleseant memories his given me.

Treasured memories that are to be kept

The first person too broke into my heart so deep that i did this.

don't kill me! hehee

Cute rights?

Remember the cute little malay boy playinq with us.

Cute!

makinq fun of some people ,

qoinq to niqht safari together, seeinq all the stupid animals that were sleepin like piqs

thinkinq back. I have most of my happy moments with you(:
you really made me really happy that period of time we were together. Thank you(:

Writinq on stairs stupid things with kahhwee.. Laughinq at others, Gossipinq *qiqles* complaininq, Eatinq together. ahhaha All the quarrels.

The sleep oer lique we created, hannah becca me(:

playinq volley ball together, sweatinq, discussinq of how to loose weight ahhahhaa

bali beach. A wonderful time and place it is.

And not forgettinq this people(:

havinq the best retreat i ever had so far.

I miss my past, but imma in the preseant. Let so many stuff slip by me. Lost so many thing dearly to me. Went through heart breaks, went through happy times..

I'll keep all this engraved in my heart. i shal not forget this pleseant memories..

Everything's nothinq without you in it.

2009-11-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

Your my mixed emotions,

Without you, i know no colour i see no colour.

I'm left here waitinq for you.

Peepo peeeepo, The princess is speakinq! *Laughs.
just finish bloqshoppinq, Who say's shoppinq has to be done out? So someone messaged me just now explaininq how he felt like endinq his life EtcEtc. I had nothinq to reply.

To You poeple out there who are thinkinq of endinq your own life's ,

Please grow up *frowns* , End your life? You think thats the solution to end your problems? Leavinq a bad memory of yourselve behind for other, Makinq your parents soo disappointed, causeinq friends,family Etc close to you to develope a schema or gettinq depression? Its no joke okays.

L ife

I s

Very

E asy

Stayinq alive is very easy.. Its not hard, it all come to how you look at it, People feel life is hard because they expect to much, As humans we always want more, If you have no money stay home save money? Why qo out wher you WILL spend? isit a MUST to qo out? Will you DIE stayinq home? you wil just be bored.

If you struggle with relationship or friendship problems there are millions of people in this world find new ones- . -

L ife

I s

F un

E veryday

life is filled with different colours, But do you see them? Are you appreciatinq them?

TRY THIS;

Close your eyes for 10 sec, imagine your cold, hungry, naked,wounded,sick, alone in some island. FEEL IT, Dhens open your eyes. a nice computer that atleast works, anytime you can cook something, You wil be warm in your bed later on, Your wearinq something you CHOSE from your caoboard, if your ever sick or hurt there are hospitals all over,you have a house,school, friends..

Is life really that hard? If i am to brinq a african here right now, She would say "I must have died, Am i in heaven? " I can comfirm that..

I have alot more to say.. but i shal stop as I'm starvinq and i qotta grab a bite. but to those who thought or is thinkinq or constantly think of endinq your life's. Think about what i had said.

What good wil it do to die? towards people around you who cares for you, towards your parents, And worse of your failinq yourselve, You chose to run away from life instead of facinq it .

Life is what you make out of it, it is YOUR life. Your responsibility. Face it bravely and you shall succeed, Stand when you fall and you wil grow stronger each time. Your beaten so you won't break in future.

BY THE WAY; FYI. I find this totally cute so imma gettinq this, its super decent yet nice(: SUPPORT THIS SHOP YEAHS! http://shoppingluv.blogspot.com/search/label/Spree.

LivingHappily,
RebeccaFan(:

It's a happy halloween.

2009-11-01T21:53:00.011+08:00

Hold me close to your heart and I'll be your even if everything fades away in your eyes.

I'm your princess, Your my prince, Its a love that's to be kept.

Boooooooooooooooooooooooo~ scared?! HAPPY HALLOWEEN. belated anyways? So anyone missed me? *qiqles*

So been rottinq home on thursday && Friday SICK. I was like really sick til i can't describe! Mama was sick too.. on saturday had a halloweeeeen party!!!!!!!!

WARNING;
The followinq pictures may occur disturbinq to younq or geeky people. (Please ignore ugly pictures of me): Thanks)

Ain't i creeeeeepy!
Woke up at 10 in the morninq, qotten ready, Left my house, Met Ryan,Daniel && Sean, head to plaza sinq buy our last prop's. Had burger king.

Din't know burger king tasted soooo gooood!

Headed to party, Hid in the toilet put on our make-up. Helped sean with his, *roll eyes* guys and make-up DON'T mix! (:

I was a VAMPIRE PRINCESS!!!!

With the help of a fab princess-ey hairstyle

BLUE contacts

A pair of nice yummy balck glove, a shore,EtcEtc
A TIARA

This is formed

Wahahahahhahaa!

It was a random picture, i din't take much pictures so LIVE WITH IT.

I know i look freakinq ugly!
Don't have to highlight!
just focus on the tiara and blooood

I look so sick. (: I PURPOSELY looked ugly kays!

OKAYS! now for the other's(:
*scary music,*

HANNAH && TASMIN

Hannah Jang, The ghost in "the orphan"

Tasmin Fong! She's a ghost kid i think, With a dolly that sinq's london bridge is fallinq down. and its OUT OF TUNED

Sonia(: She a mental patient that escaped

She's crazy BEWARE woooooooooo~~

Sharon, look adopted by "cinderella" (ghost show) Failed plastic surgery.

JieJie joana, The new bride dressinq as Corpse bride

Rebekah lei, She's a vampire's wife. She looks freaky just not in this picture(:

chee kah boom chee kah boom cheee kah booom!

The place had candle's The atmosphere was really good(: Loads of friends came to this party (:

We played a game of mafia! people who were "murdered" Were covered in trash bags and dragged to the back! poor thingy's, poeple who were accused were either "poisened" or "stoned"
After games and refreshments EtcEtc, We watched " the shutter" (don't know how spell) Its was damn scary ok!

*Laughs hope you dudes && Babes out there enjoyed this hidous yet nice pictures(: Its halloween your nort suppose to looks nice! hello?! And here's some interestinq facts on halloween.

Ever wonder why in the world do we have to dress up on halloween? Did some old dude just got bored and came out with this idea? WELL DO NOT FEAR REBECCA's HERE TO ANSWER YOU!

The word itself, "Halloween," actually comes from some Catholic Church("All Hollows Day") It for some special day.
on that day, the disembodied spirits of all those who had died throughout the preceding year would come back in search of living bodies to possess for the next year. It was believed to be their only hope for the afterlife.

The Celts(europian poeple) believed all laws of space and time were suspended during this time, allowing the spirit world to intermingle(mix) with the living.
Naturally, the still-living did not want to be possessed. So on the night of October 31, villagers would extinguish the fires in their homes, to make them cold and undesirable.

They would then dress up in all manner of ghoulish costumes and noisily paraded around the neighborhood, being as destructive as possible in order to frighten away spirits looking for bodies to possess.

The custom of Halloween was then brought to America in the 1840's by Irish immigrants
fleeing their country's potato famine . And then you know what happened, Don't have to eleborate(:

Anything else your unsure? TOO BAD. HAHAHHAHAA!

qotta heed the hay peeps! night night, Don't let the booogey monster bite!

Scare-ley,
VampireBecca

Ain't no way I'm cominq back.

2009-10-28T21:43:00.003+08:00

A curse may always turn out to be a blessinq in duisguise.

Econemy is like shit now. I have no money to go for my lonq planed shoppinq spree! I'm qoin through a "face" (:

Today went science centre, Did you know there's a Body world? The entrance fee is like 60 bucks. So you pay like 60 bucks just too see some dead body without skin..
Talk about disturbinq the dead!

Apprantly,
The exhibition uses plastinated corpses for its displays, and the human bodies seem to come 'alive' as they engage in activities such as playing basketball and painting etc blah blah – a realism that organisers of the exhibition hope to achieve.
(realism - the quality of beinq or seeminq real)
AndAnd this thingy has attracted 28 million visitors in 50 cities
The previous Body Worlds exhibition in Singapore attracted some 160,000 visitors

More then 28 million people pay 60 over bucks just too see a plastinated,cut out dead body, And the new's claim that we're qoin through econemy crisis?

And usinq dead bodies were for SCIENTIFIC REASONS, (the scientist claimed so) So Don't ask why they chose to use dead bodies. They just felt like it? *lauqhs*

Anyways, My mouth hurts its feel's like its qonna drop apart soon so i better head to bed. There's school tomorrow , Won't wanna miss school *stupid face* JUST JOKING! hahahhaa! i would be delighted to miss school but you guys know. Education *sighhhhhhhhh*

SayonarahPeeps,

RebeccaFan(:

Smiled && Teared,It's life.

2009-10-27T23:44:00.002+08:00

Okays whats the deal? Why is so many people sayinq this
* " Never qo out with Bf?"
* " Your Bf and you how lonq lerhs?"
* " You attached to _ _ _ _ _ uhs? "
* "Last lonq!"

Like dots?! Is there something i should know?? I'm sure i would be the first to know if i had one? So too those perverts who read my bloq assumed i had a boyf And talked as if they knew everythinq AndAndAnd DIN'T tag me after readinq. I have NO boyfriend now quit askinq me and rubbinq salt into my wound!

By the way, HannahJang has a fan that wants to be like her so much that that person's Copyinq her! *lauqhs.

rushinq fer art!

GettinqPissed,

BeccaFan(:

Against my will.

2009-10-27T00:21:00.001+08:00

I LOVE ZOYI WANG ZUER.

Forced to post this.

Always the bride's maid, Never the bride.

2009-10-26T23:39:00.003+08:00

You are the rythem of my heart,

I dance to your gentle rythem in my heart.

WELCOME BACK CHEE KAHHWEEE!!!!

Welcome back to greasy small tiny little sinqapore! Missed you this few days(: Thanks for the key chain elephant. It miqht be goodluck. If its bad luck I'll give it back(: * qiqles*

Just came back from KahhweeSister's place and i feel soooo bloated, Ate LAMB STAKE(: Super fatteninq luhs. I think uhs, my retribution of makinq fun of Zoyi beinq fat is cominq!

Anyways i added nufnang. and i have NO IDEA whyeee the ad is SO BIG && UGLY.. I placed it upstairs doo comment on it, Isit bad? Ugly? Terrible? hidious? wierd?

Cooked mushroom soup today! qort new tution's English && Chemistry. And today i was informed that i miqht not be qoin too Sec 4 next year, Sad but to bad. I am thinkinq if i should retain, qo tech or just study private? Any advice or comments Please do tag!

Today's Words;

Cursh-on.
Meaninq; To have feelinq of roamntic love for someone you do not know well.

Crushinq.
Meaninq; Very hard to deal with, And makinq you lose hope and confidence

DancinqNow,

Rebecca(:

Cause you don't know my pain

2009-10-25T22:03:00.005+08:00

I laid my love on you. That was all i wanted to do. Lookinq back at the things I've done, I was tryinq to be someone ,kept you in the dark now let me show you the shape of my heart. Lookinq in your eye's i could tel you had a million thinq's you wanted to say to me. I have 2 senteces both containinq three words; I am sorry, I loved you.

Some time's life makes a fool out of you with love. Its one of the many challenges. But what is love?

YESTERDAY stayed over with my 2 dearies(: Hannah Janq && Rebecca teo(: Its so sweet to be able to spend time with this 2 CrazyLadyys finnally! It's been ONE YEAR!

The 3 of us has grown soo much ever since the last stay over(:

Met at Becca's house had dinner, They played guitar so retarded, one strumminq and the other pressinq the notes down. But music came out(:

Friendship = Glorious music *inserts smiles*

Suprised hannah with this! happy birthday hannah(:

We HEART you!! *inserts lots of hearts*

Make a wish(: WIsh for our friendship too last!!

Oh wait dunnid wish, it will last(:

HappyHappy Face *smilesss*

The cake was choclate && strawberry cake(:

The cake tastes scrmptious(:

HappySweetFifteeeeeeeen!

Must be matured already uh! 15 already(:

I hope there's nothinq wronq with the video. I shal hit the hay now(: Niqhts!

Wherever you qo, whatever you do, whatever it take's Or how my heart breaks I'll be right here waitinq for you.You were the meaninq of my life.. When you left my heart followed, without it I'm empty now. But i shall live on. Instead of livinq for you. I shal live for a different meaninq.I WIL STAY STRONG. WITH OR WITHOUT YOU.

WithAdifferentReason,

RebeccaFanXinyi(:

Today's words;

Hatred . Meaninq; 1.A Angry feelinq of extreme dislike for someone or something. (so i guess the theory of "how much love there is, there's that much hatred" is UNTRUE)

Heart-breakinq. Meaninq; Makinq you feel extremely sad.

Heart-Broken. Meaninq; Extremely sad because of something that has happened.

HeartLess. Meaninq; cruel and not feelinq any pity.

2009-10-24T13:58:00.003+08:00

Olahh people! Boom boom bang! Hehehe. I'm a hero now you know! (: Whye? CAUSE i qot a injection! Yeahs (: How brave and heroic of me(: So my scedule since thursday.

Thursday, i enjoyed my self-declared holiday(: Went for blood test, Dhens stayed home and rot. Well, life's borinq. What to do(: SUPPOSE SWIM WITH ZOYI every thursday.

Friday. Woke up at 11 tution-ed til 1.30 Dhens at 2.00 Math tution(: After tution bath-ed went for bible studies(: Yawns right.
i shall stop my blaberinq and let the picture's speak fer me(:

Th stupid docter can't find my vein. she said "You never do house work is it? Why your vein so small." Another sentence is
" Your so skinny yet your veins are still so hard to find" Love the skinny part(:

She uh there poke poke poke. Its freakinq painfull. She poked BOTH hands leis!

Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! I'm almost died due to lost of blood!

Anywyas i stayed up all niqht doinq this special card(:

happy birthday dude(: AndAndAnd stay happy kays! Hope to see you soon to pass you this.

I painted this just for you mans(:

Some accident happened so i covered it up*cheeky face*

Its actually blue,pink,purple roses(: Sos weet of me rights(:

Yesterday niqht me and MeiMei played with the gui gui. Tortiese race(:

But the stupid Gui's tried to escape insted of race! So we had to put them back. Sad
The male Gui is much better dhens the female Gui!

OhOh. And after we played i dunnoe what did Sunny do but he qort his head all wet. So MeiMei keep's insistinq he put his head in the toilet bowl.

So i had to give this little fele a bath at like 1AM

Pooor baby must be freezinq):

he looks super fluffy now after his bath(:

LOVE SUNNY LOADS

So yeahs. I'll be out in the eveninq. Mean while. i think I'm qonna sleep. AndAndAnd that ZoyiWanqZuer uh. morninq cal say wanna come my house wan leis!

Btw i looked up the dictionary for some words;

LOVE.

Meaninq; 1. a stronq feelinq of carinq about someone (for family && friends)

2. A stronq feelinq of likinq someone a lot combined with sexual attraction.

3. a stronq feelinq of pleasure and enjoyment that someone gives you.

4. To have sex

UnFaithfull.

Meaninq;

1.Someone who is unfaithful has sex with someone who is not their wife husband or usual partner.

WIthLove,

RebeccaFan

Public replies.

2009-10-22T16:00:00.004+08:00

Kahhwee ♠
*paiisehh uhhs keep pangseh you :X
*rebecca ! <3>
*update ur blog , its so dead !
*i love rebecca manymanymanymanymany <3>

Comments;
GOOD THAT YOU KNOW(: . Anyways its ok. It not dead.
Well, atleast its better dhens yours(: *qiqles* I Love CheeKahhwee many many many toooooo(:

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Yvonne;Ahxin
*See you soon! hahs I know this is a long tag.. Bcos I've got loads to say.. Lovesss~
* Hello my dear.. I'm freaking shocked to see your tagg! Awww that's so sweet of you coming to tag me.. We gotta meet up real soon.. I miss like hell! &My blog is not dead! I just updated ytd my dear!
*Rebecca Fan! You finally replied taggs (x Text me soon.. Lots of things to tell you..

Comments;
Hahahhaa! I'm so sweet i know(: Anyways how's your cold? Better? Meet up soon. WHEN WHEN WHEN you recover kays!I've loads too say too(:

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ZoyiWang;Zuer
*If everyth can be find back so easily,I hope..I can have Him back.
*Takecare Sister;Love you t the max.

Comments;
I'll take care! love you tooo(:
Aiyahs he those kinda idiots. Well, Something's are forever out of your reach after it's qone.. Maybe one day he miqht come back? But even so. Your better off without him.

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Johnson
*link me dude ^^
*okay thanks .. linked too .. hmm im not sure who r u but ur in my msn and old blog link

Comments;
Linked(: . Aiyahhh. i know who are you already! hahahaa. (: See how nice of me rights(:

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Singles~~~~~~~~Singles~~~!
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derek
tag tag~~ =D

Comments;
ThanksThanks(:

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isaac
err okay.. nice cheese cake :D

Comments;
ThanksThanks! I won't tell your mama(:

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zhongwen
hello!. tagged.

Comments;
HelloHello, Thanks fer the taggy! hehehee. Tag more often kays!

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Ivan
NICE NICE ! (:

Comments;
ThanksThanks. You this idiot so no heart so lonq neber tag me uhs.
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RACHEL
TAGGGED JYJY for eoy UH@

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ThanksThanks(: You tooo. Is cored qiute badly for my exams though):
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Cloud.L ... dont know if u truely know me anot(; but thanks a whole lot!

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I know you *frowns* Badd tomato.
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We'llChatAgain,

Love;Rebecca(:

I use to feel safe in your warmth. But now you left me in the cold.

2009-10-21T17:34:00.006+08:00

Ooolahh People!. ok Current mood; BAD!

Why ? CAUSE. Zoyi wanq zuer made me wait fer her! she's suppose too come find mee like NOW. Still waitinq fer her phone call. So when she read's this her reaction; *lauqh * Oh my god. i forget leis! *lauqh* - . - that piq ass, Humph.

Today din't qo school my throat is burninq like hell mans. Humph. i dounbt I'll be qoin to school tomorrow. Anyways, KahhweeSister would be cominq over later too escape her councellinq sessions *qiqles*,

Today i was so "entertain" by messages*smiles* early in the morninq messaged MojoJojo.. Stupid monkey with the disqustinq brain. his reply's were like yes yes, no no. ic ohh. haha. this concludes his not a very intrestinq person *evil smile* Sorry Mojo:P

Do i have a face that shows i watch loads of movies???

Potato-lover-boy was like askinq me what movies are nice. He asked cause he say's " Your face like those kind of girls whom always watch movies" *confuse face* i din't know?

Anyways, i went for ice creaaaam yesterday with dearestPam*insert lots of smiles* YummyYummy! mmm mmmm. And i cauqht a movie too, hehee.

OhOhOh AndAndAnd I stole Papa's face mask and used it. The mask is effective(:

Ordered Mac with MeiMei. Papa, Mama not home. Yummy. Fatteninq though!

You can tel how much we ordered by the size of the baq! (: Smileeeeeeee

I did check my Mama's drawer's for face mask. But i found it only in my Papa's drawers.. I don't understand either? *lauqhs!

I'm Happy with my new smoooth skin *Touches skin up and down*

BodyShop face mask, Aleovara(dunnoe how spell) Good fer dry skin. prevent oily skin && does'nt cause dry skin. Immediate effect. DO NOT WASH OFF. let it sink in your skin for better results(:

Effective in removinq black heads! My nose is like white-er already(: it can be bouqht at gurdian.

WARNING; DO NOT TEAR OF!

Slowly peel it off. if stucked too skin put water! Ice your nose after use too close spores(:

I have loads of tips on skin thingy's(: You can always qo online too search for methods.

Ps, Tag me if you have any questions(: (I'll reply)

WithLove,

Rebecca(:

I just can't live a lie anymore.

2009-10-19T21:08:00.008+08:00

I chose you. I chose too give up everything for you, I never regretted it(: I wil stil do it if everything is to rewind some day..

Yeahs just saw this picture while "explorinq" my files*smiles* Its a cheeeeeseeeee cakeeee!

*lauqhs* i ate it alone. I was like really really sad that day, i started my shoppinq habits and true enough i did spend all my money as usual, And before i went bankrupt*smirks* I saw this cheese cake! I started like sobbinq quietly as i ate it(:its like in a heart shape when i was done so i took it down*lauqhs*

Yogurt ROCKS! I'mma eatinq a cup of yogurt riqht now(: Yummy Yummy! Jelous? hahaha. And I'm SECRETLY eatinq some of MeiMei's french fries*qiqles* . Arn't i like a piq(: A CUTE piq!

The only reason I'm postinq is because I'm waitinq for my thingy too upload finish*Smileees*

Ok when did i last update. Oh saturday! Okays.

SUNDAY TIMES.

Went too church sinq hallelujahh. Dhens headed too sambawanq too meet ZoyiSister and perry && Company. headed too buqis fer WORK *Frowns*

I worked at some clothinq store. I ended work earlier then Zoyi. (: went shoppinq and guess what. i SPEND ALL MY MONEY INCLUDING MY PAY. *angry*!

(Thanks chatty!)
TnChatty came over too pei me as a walked alone! Dhens Saw junjie*grumpy face* hhaha! what a small world huh! hahaa(: dhens ZoyiSist FINALLY finished workinq. Headed too arcade met DarlyDearie && Daniel And friend.

ZoyiSist && TnChatty went too eat quack quack rice(: Dhens we headed too city hall Wanted qo explanade but don't know how qo *sad*.So in the end TnChatty went HomeSweetHome, And i headed too sambawanq wit ZoyiSist.

Meet Zoyi's Nonq:P We sat at one of the block carpark ruth. And drank(: Zoyi sist qort really drunked *smirks* headed home at 11, reached home ard 12 . Super giddy on the way mans!

I was sooo tired whne i qort home i immediately fell on the bed and slept. its my first day workinq! SO iw as grumpy):

Today, i stayed home. woke up at 11.45 .tutor came at 12.00, finished at 2.00 dhens had my lunch watched tv, and math tutor came at 4.00 finished at 6.30 . Ate dinner and watched tv. now rottinq here(: meetinq KahhweeSist later.

I waited the whole day for you. our last Goodbye at the place we first met. But now the only thing you explain is "no".. Is it that impossible to ask a favour of you to not ruin our last romance? My last romance ..

StilDwellinqWithLove,

RebeccaFanXinyi):

I love my sister's! Smile a sincere smile my dearies!

2009-10-17T18:11:00.010+08:00

I am qonna post one more post, a post specially fer three people! these people has alwayss tood by me(: And now i wanna cheer them up!

FIRSTLY! My 2 dearest dearest dearest sisters!!!!

Chee Kahhweee! && ZoyiWanqZuer!

This 2 girls are my everything. They went throuqh thick and thin with me though their always disturbinq me and givinq me thier WARNINGS(: i still love them!

CheeKahhwee!

Firstly i wanna say Sorry sorry sorry! today never pei youu): I'll pei you 100% next time! kays kays! Don't shag already! Your much much much better dhens HIM. his just a jerk. Bobians, his still childish.

Your the greatest friend anyone can have!

I love you and your warninqs! *lauqhs* (: But whenever imma sad i know you'll be there(: we've gone throuqh sooo much together, hahahhaa. our friendship's not perfect , but its somewhere near it(:

I seriously dun wann you soo sad): Ifb i can make you lauqh by hackinq someone i will! seriously! I want you smilinq a sincere smile! not a fake smile. But ifb your really sad i want you too cry it all out kays!

Express yourselve relieve yourselve

I want you too call me! i dunwan you too keep it all to yourselve! no matter how stronq you are you still need care and concern (:

Don't hold your feelinqs in a bottle for yourselve! qort shyt, shyt all out if not later qort constipation!

This year we had been friends for 8 years now!

ZoyiWanqZuer

Hehehe, For you uhs! dunnoe what too say luhs:x Jokinq(: Hey don't be sad already, Your nort a bad girl! Your stil kind and sweet(: Just that you don't show it, Your a good girl(: Your sweet, pretty, cute, funny, noisy,cheeky(:

You know your better then jerkLim(: You dunnid him too live your life right! AndAndAnd imma sure **** will come back to you whne he qets his mind clear(:

I've been seeinq you cry, lauqh, angry, pissed, fustrated, glowinq, smilinq, screaminq, hurtinq for 3 years alreadyI really hope you'll be happy you know.. Espicially this year, Its been a bad year for you ,i know. on friends, relationships, family,school etc etc. This holiday i wish too see you happy!
Your stronq little girlie actually, Every thing that you have gone throuqh has made you stronger!

Our friendship will last(: I will treasure our friendship. Ever wonder why i stood by you much more dhens the rest?

Well, rmb sec 1 when everyone left me everyone was against me though your not fully by me i know you were the only one who atleast made an effort too talk to me, eat with me durinq recess Etc etc,

Ever since secondary one, You have always been a very kind and sweet person, but after beinq pushed around you learnt too stand up for yourselve, its not a entirely bad thing you know(:

Your the bestest friend anyone could have(:

If your ever sad or anythinq call me kays! dunwanna talk to me there's loads of poeple standinq by you, Kahhwee,Tianen, your kitty,Ahlinqq(: Your never alone kays!

Remember our shushi(: Remember all we've been throuqh together(:

ShirleyLim!

This drama mama uhs! the unlucky one stucked with me in school all the time! Havinq too stand my nonsense, my screams, my noise, my games, my pranks, my complains, my non stop talkinq when she's doinq homework, my non stop sleepinq, my never endinq questions!

But she never fails too listen too my problems and gimme funny comments and she never fails too poke my head whenever imma doinq somehting completely silly(: She always stops me from doinq a completely retarded thing!

And now i wanna post too cheer her up!

Girl! i want you too build up your selve- confidence kays! STOP thinkinq sooo lowly of yourselve! your a great friend && girlfriend! if people backstabs you its thier lost! not your's They don't know what thier loosinq! Cheer up smile! stop stressinq yourselve up! your doinq fine! well, better dhens me atleast(: No matter what i'll be here! imma a call away kays! And so is xuewen imma sure(:

I Love the 3 of you loads! I want the three of you too smile! SMILE A SINCERE SMILE!. But CRY IF YOUR SAD!

smilinq ,frowninq, cryinq,lauqhinq , scoldinq i'll be riqht here waitinq for three of your calls anytime you need me! I'll rush down in the rain, in the sun, even if ther's a tsunami I'll rush down! The only thing that will stop me is if the 3 of you call at the same time! STILL i will split up my head shall qo too kahhwee Sister, My top body shall qo to Zoyi! my bottom body shall qo too shirley(: Ermm, Imma just jokinq(:

Hope this post will cheer you guys up? Though it nothinq much but i hope it helps!

You guys stood by me, and now i will stand by you!

AlwaysLoveinqMySisters!

RebeccaFanXinyi(:

Sister's Are forever, Guys are whatever(:

2009-10-17T14:48:00.009+08:00

Without you i can't get up,

Your my everythinq.

You left me messed up.

And only you can fix me back upriqht.

I will be rottinq at home for today(: Was suppose too be out, But imma really really tired! so i shall be movinq my butt out only in the eveninq(:

Lets update this bloq. Since some people felt it was DEAD. Like as if thier's are "alive" . On Thursday, woke up for art exam , blah blah blah. went home bath, and i slept(: for like one hour- .- And i recieved a message from ZoyiSister askinq me too collect something from someone. qort dressed up. Wore my turtle neck and jeans.

Headed too Lemin's house take thingy. Dhens headed to admiralty trained too Amk Hub. Met ZoyiSister at mac.

Saw kelvin's girlfriend. I almost went BLIND, Kelvin must be blinded mans! Dhens saw Zoyi's "Prince charminq" LAMER. his like soo ugly canns, his head super biq. But his body like sooo tiny. Dhens KahweeSister And cindy came, Cindy went too look for her friends so the 3 of us, Went SHOPPING fer our job haunt cloths.

We tried seven dresses each! i had a HARD TIME changinq in and out of my lonq sleeve lonq pants! While i was changinq this 2 idiots used MY PHONE too cam whore WITHOUT ME! hahahhaaa(:

We din't buy anything in the end. i think the shop assistants must really be hatinq us:P

Headed too ZoyiSister's house. i went too get our dinner's Imagine, Non of us ate our lunch nor dinner's that day and we finally ate at like 9! after eatinq, We drank(:

KahhweeSister claims that the drink has "no cake" hahahhaaa! 30 % alchohol leis Don't play play.I din't finish mine. Cause i din't wanna get drunk(:

After drinkinq, took a cab home with KahhweeSister. The uncle like so totaly tried too cheat our money! He went TWO BIG ROUNDS. Like Whatever cans..Reached home at 11.30++

On FRIDAY, Slept all morninq! woke up at 12 i thinks. Woke Kahhwee up from her beauty sleep, dhens called Zoyi. dragged myself out of bed and went too bath, After bathinq i walked out and saw ZoyiSister outside she qort impatient waitinq alone.. Hahahaha! Kahhwee came over, And we left for causeway, qort our fake eyelashes.. Dhens headed too toilet for our girl time! Both of my dearies were in a low mood that day): Cheer up girls! Love sucks, Guys sucks. Dunch sulk over suckish beast's .

on the train , the three of us sqeezed in the 2seater corner(: we are all skinny bonnies(: dhens this china lady poked her butt it almost hit my face! can she stand further! seriously!

So ZoyiSister Said this "Lets play sticker" *lauqhs. Dhens she passed kahhwee sister a bunch of stickers and KahhweeSister pasted it on her SKIRT! oh my gosh.

No kiddinq. i tooked a picture. SEEEEEEEEEEE

At buqis we had our lunch backed rice(: yummy. Dhens looked for job's, at shoe shop's and guy clothinq shop's(:know our motives *winks*.
After that Kahhwee went her ahhma house Zoyi went home i went church(:
Thats all fer the day(: Had a great time.

WithLove,

Becca(:

Dear Sister's, (Kahhwee&&Zoyi)

Recently the both of you have been very shagged, Though i can't help or do much i doo hope the both of you will cheer up soon(: Holiday's are cominq yeahhs! we'll party non stop kays! AndAndAnd those bastards are nothinq. The both of you are way out of thier lead. much much better,One day they will wake up unhappy with a regretfull heart thinkinq "i should nort have let her qo." And the both of you willbe happy with your life's without them! and I'm sure you qirls will find a perfect guy soon(: Love sucks. dunch forqet(: ACTUALYL Love && Guys BOTH suck. And no matter what i'll be here uhs! sad or shagged call me we'll qo drinkinq we'll qoo partyinq till your happy again! Love you guys load uhs! CHEER UP it hurts too see the 2 of you soo unhappy): I want you 2 too be smilinq and givinq me warninqs!

Sister's are forever Guys and whatever

HappySweet fifteen

2009-10-15T12:46:00.009+08:00

Today i would like too wish someone a happy birthday. So.

Happy birthday(:

I thinks imma qonna start too smell. Cause i'm ROTTING AT HOME. Exams are finnally OVER! wooooooooo~ had my art paper today. i don't understand why in the world are we tested on art? Art is supposed to be an inspiration that we draw out ourselves- . - not somethinq we work our butts off for a nicer report card. Its totally missinq the point here. They should not be testinq us on art.Tsk Tsk. They should not be even givinq us exams. it should be against the LAW. *lauqhs*

AndAndAnd I changed my Blogskin && Friendster layout! nice rights!!
Imma so sick and tired of my fat arms

And legs mans. i qotta qo do micro suction (don't know how its spelled?so live with it)

Rebecca's turninq into a FattAss mans.

So yesterday had BIOLOGY paper, testinq us about hearts, sex organs *winks* hehehe. But its borinq and sometimes gross.. Example, Maybe you were studyinq ,flippinq your pages SUDDENLY you saw a picture of a grey grey ,green green ,red red dried up thingy that looks like ..umm like ice ka chang? Dhens you realise its an infected liver! i tell you i will just tear my liver out man!

After exams no key went KahhweeSister's house.
She was sleepinq - . - soo i qort bored and started playinq with her hair extensions wahahahaa! i stacked them up nicely(: Wonder what reaction she qort when she woke up and saw my suprise(:

So for art i drew this;

I chose this, But i gave up half way. I mean look at the amount of dot thingy's it has! I think its like snake pimple or somthinq., This snake must be qoin throuqh a tough puberty period - . - I'll lend it pimple cream if i see it in future(:

What can i say I'm such a kind person(:

I drew this FREE HAND imaqine shadinq- . - Just let me die.

This harp is the easy, But the line line thingy wew so annoyinq. Havinq to draw them our again and again and again....

And this old buildinq(: So vintage and artistic rights! I HATE IT. it took me the longest too complete! humph

Anyways i din't complete everyone handed in 5 board plus final piece,

I handed in 1 board&& a Incompleted final piece.. Wel, maybe i'll qet one mark? ahhaha for effort?

TOMORROW imma qoin JOB HAUNTING!

Pray for me uh!

Becca,

Off too her beauty sleeep

Sister's Forever

2009-10-12T16:06:00.008+08:00

Love is something you think your feelinq? Love is complecated, Love is happiness, Love is upsettinq, Love is angrevative, Love is controlinq, Love is jelousy, Love is violence, Love is gentle, Love is pure, Love is unexpected, Love is something i don't know.

Love. Is, A mystery.

Yesterday, Went too east coast with my darlinqs! ZoyiSister, KahhweeSister!!(: Woke up early in the morninq, went to church sinq hallelujah with ZoyiSister(: Dhens met up with KahhweeSister And Nonq, Zoyi's dude(Boyfriend) **qiqles*. cab-ed too east coast, Roller bladed, Just laid back on the rock and appreciated mother nature(:

And If your a constant reader you should know i would do somethinq totally crazy(: YUPP! yesterday me && kahhweeSister was like discussinq how love sucks, so many couples went pass us, so we decided too scream everytime a couple went pass me(: I did it but cheeKahhwee neber! Rawr! So i scaremed more dhens 6 or 7 times(: i just know its ALOT of times(: *Does the eyebrow thingy up down up down*

Let's brinq out the evidence!

ZoyiSister - ME - KahhweeSister. **(Edited By; Dear Zoyi(: ) Sunset.

' You'll see your true love when the sunset is happeninq. Have you seen your's? '

Fate & Destiny

I LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU LOADS(:
I'LL TREASURE THIS FRIENDSHIP (:
I will ALWAYS be here for you guys, no matter what time it is, No matter how far you are, no matter how small the problem is, no matter how busy i am, Even if we quarreled, Even if its my fault, Even if its your fault, Even if you guys dunwanna see me i'll still rush down whenever you guys are sad, depressed, down, Whenever you guys need me(: I'll be there! Its a promise, its a pledge i swore too(: Friends are important, But Sister's are forever(:

Me && KahhweeSister(: She's a pretty pretty! Love her ManyMany(: let me share our story yeah *ticko look*.

FATE put us in the same primary school and CTY course(: We went throuqh qurrels(: My papa even came to school cause this nauqhty bullied me *lauqhs* Good times *siqh~* We even quarreled after PSLE, Went to different schools because of that(: But we patched up and look where we are now!
And whenever i was upset she would always be there for me, (: A never fail standered action!

I remember our nerdy looks:P Oh my gosh! she used too be such a FatAss *Evil Smile* But she's like shockinq pretty now(: hehehehe. Skinny legs:P ahhaaha!
AndAnd! SIS!
Cheer up huh! if your ever Down,Sad, Cryinq,Anqry,Crazy,happy, high,Depressed I'll be here!

Imma always ONE CALL AWAY!

And This PigFace is ZoyiSister, And her boy(: Cute? HAHAHAHHAHAHHAAA!
Wanna hear our story?! i'll tel you anyways.

DESTINY brouqht us together(: Because i quarreled with kahhwee durinq PSLE i went to this school and that class with the piq(: *qiqles*!

And we just went throuqh soo much(: When everyone was against me She's the one always there standinq by me(:
Since Sec one, pencil case incident, Childish dunch friend here dunch friend there incedents, heart breakinq incidents, friendship incidents(: She's always there pushinq me forward(:
She's a GREAT FRIEND.

Today She stood up to that jerk! imma soo happy for you sis! Anythinq CALL ME KAYS! i'll Always be here , I'll on my phone 24/7 for you, i'll stay awake all niqht, i'll qo all the way to your house, i'll run under the rain too you, i'll drink with you, i'll be there for you Whenever your cryinq or upset!

Saw a really really fat dude on the bus he sit down uh occupy TWO SIT derhs! seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Jinsan qave mee choclate! and a crad! Thanks sooo much! you made my day! its the second choclate hehehhee! Your a true friend(:

I appreciate you, i will treasure you(:

SiqninqOf-Happily,

BeccaBecca.

Once lost now found

2009-10-01T21:35:00.004+08:00

Don't understand why you don't belonq in my arms? Even if i cry a thousand tears toniqht would you come back to me? I can't spend my life standinq by. Its funny how my heart just won't let it qo..The memories of you here with me. I can't deny that I stil miss you.

Hehehhee imma back ehh(: Missed me anyone? OK i know why this bloq ish like soo dead, Its cause the owner is kinda, REALLY dead(: HAHAHAHAA! I finally touched my roller blades. its been a million years mans,. ): It reminds me of unhappy pastenses. BUT i faced it and retrieved my love for inline skatinq(: Brave of me rights!..

Slacked with KahhweeSister(: Chatted heart to heart.. ate CHICKEN WINGS dunch worry i skated more after eatin lost ONE Kg! proud?? **qiqles**

Saturday yesterday i bladed from my house all they way too the swimminq complex to swim. DANGEROUS DOWN AND UP HILLS ! BUT when i was there its CLOSED . just my luck*grumps*

WithLove,

RebeccaFan(:

2009-09-30T19:01:00.002+08:00

Why do i stil miss you? Why have i kept an empty space for you in my heart? I just can't leave a lie anymore..Its the truth, the truth i can't get over you.

Hallelujahs(: Rebecca's back! sinq praises hehehhe. imma Princess becca you know! hahaha I'm a princess(: Rebecca = Royalty. Simple math. Ok imm qoinq back to my art already(: No time to slack. Deadlines chasinq me. Imma postinq for the sake of postinq. Later imma qoin roller bladinq with my Darlinkk. ahhahhaa!

And i replied,

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Hehs! Thanks for helping me out! SHE told me all abt it(:

I replied ;

Erm no prob? who are you?

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YVONNE; AHXIN
-Rebecca! You went out with zoyi w/o asking me along! So kind of you girls uh? ><>
2. Bcos my computer broke down! &I only got to use it ytd...
3. I'mm waiting for you to tagg me! Misss you freaking much! :D
4. You shouldn't be eating ice-cream my girl...

I replied,

1. sorry forget(: YOU IN MALAYSIA MAHS!
2. yeahs maybe? dunnoe ahhahaa
3.Tagged you lerhs! hahahha
4. Hahahaha. why? sad eat ice cream mahhhs

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Kahhwee :D

1. ima just asking you to faster
wad naggy -.-

2. i see myself ! :D
ehhs nope m hp kenna confescated

3. :x if nt no one fectch rebecca mah :x
xiaoboy picked zoyi , i picked you <3>

I replied,

1. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmms. Your really naggy(: just that you dunnoe.
2. get back hp le i thought?
3. REALLY AH sooooooooo gooood so should i thank you? HAHAHHAHAHAA

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ZoyiWang;Zuer
1.Laughts* EEE!Say till like this,
2. kah hwee u mia ah?
3. Din you get to know those hairy chest angmo?Oh my GAWDD!They're damn MAN!

4.Sistr,Reaching Singapore in 2 hours tym I suppose.I'mm freaking Miss you mansxsx!Come back we go for a extreme makeover mansxsx~!

I replied.
1. Yeahs its the truth i soo bored that day mans.
2. READ ALREADY NOT HER HP PAPA TAKE! use my tag board chat with her! hahahhaa.
3. Yeah thier damn man. BUT qort wife le luhs. Imma not THAT slutty(: **smirks*

4. Aiyahs make over makeover til now nothing happened hahahahaa!

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Ivan
HELLOOOOO :D

I Replied;
(:Hellooo! meet up soon dude!
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steff!
1. woman cheep up! i love you!

2. it works
press controll f5 when you are at your blogger page :DD

I Replied;
1. i will(:
2. ERMMM... Lame??

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SPAMMER
X-DHISLOVE IS HACKED, in my dreams

i replied;
another lame one??
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hann
hey hannah lauren here! :D

I Replied;
Hello(: i wannt the pictures!!(:
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HuiQin
Hey Rebecca, dnt be angry !!! ;D

I Replied;
Yeah i wun be angry for immature people anymore(: thanks!
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Jojo
hey remember me from sentosa,joseph

I Replied;
Yeahs i remember you(:Hello!
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RACHEL
hello! sweetie! cumcum support me at my blogshop yea!

I Replied;
I no money ahhahahaha!
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hannah
relink!

I Replied;
Replinked(:
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ahbomb ahgong
sun nu relink (:

I Replied
OKAYS Gong Gong(:
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I stil think of you, Your constantly replaying in my head,Your smile,Your laugh,You face,your touch,Your love. I miss you):

WithoutLove,
PRINCESS Becca(:

I'll be here for you

2009-09-28T15:29:00.009+08:00

' A Smile on the shell coverinq A sea of tears .Hiden sadness'

Today nort postinq bout my trip imma kinda wel LAZY(: yeaps post about my life(: BETTER, Last last friday went out with KahhweeSister.(:

The smile we share(:

Oh and jin san gave me choclates(: Thanks dude(:

Papa cooked special tanqyuens. Super nice.

anyways qort my art paper lerhs): SAD MANS! STRESSED. This my cuttinq. its ugly but not easy kays!

Yesterday did canvas , Positive choice campaiqn(: its fun mans!

There were 2 rebecca's and 2 sharon's HAHAHHAA

our blood and sweat

On hari raya monday, Went swimminq with ZoyiSister. It was SUPER FUN cause of the hotty life gaurd there, I forced zoyi too drown so i could talk to him,But she's tooo greedy-.- ** smirks* hehe

Last sunday, Went vivo(: With her secret admirer **winks*. Awwwwwwwwwwwwww. i want some pink roses!

On another saturday, Went town with who else. ZOYI again. hahaha on the cab she was helpin me with make-up(: BAD IDEA

Remember our lunch boxes?! Look we da bao-ed beeeeeeeee hoooooooon(: hungry!

Tuesday niqht tution-ed serene then cam-wored

Its a lonq lonq post BUT. Enjoy my pretty pretty face huh **winks** hehehhe. BTW imma gonne CHANGE STYLE! advices needed from any old passer by's(:

1.) Punky

2.) Cute

3.) elegant/ Sophisticated

4.) out standinq

5.) barbeeee doll

6.) Please give more ideas(:

CHEE KAHHWEE is such a IDIOT!!!!!!!! naggy old ahhhmaaa!!!!

YoursTruly.

Rebecca

Its crazy how the pain seems to overflow.

2009-09-23T19:05:00.017+08:00

I never wanted you to leave ,i wanted you to stay here holdinq mee. I know your where your supposed to be, though its not here with me. I miss you

Imma back! wee wooo weee woooo. Today in class i was beinq really really random.In fact i was random the whole day. In class i played star wars i was so bored i imagined a act in the air and i made the sound effects myself **blushes** shirley qort so irritated with me mans. *smiles* The evilness of MATH **serious face**

Second random deed, Secret only two poeple shall know. HAHAHAHA! Oh and Zoyi misses me i qort evidense already! muahahahhaha!
SEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe.

Screened shot it just to prove it(: *evil smile

ohh and and and last saturday took neoprints with friends, din't post them up. There were four shots but i only qort three of them. they were taken on hp from the screen so its nort very clear.

I sat beside birthday boy( not his real name) we look like we're gettinq married lohsXP imagine, all his brother's, my closest sister, Change the back ground into red curtains, pretend imma wearinqa gown. go figure(:

Seriously this picture makes me smile cause its an example of how i would look gettinq married(:

Yesterday after school xiaoboy,jeremy && my dearest KahhweeSister came too school pick zoyi): not me. hahaa, BUT kahhwee and her sweety pei me home(: we met Zoyi them again at causeway, meet birthday boy(: dhens i went for piano class and they all headed too houganq too slack): so sad i can't qo,after piano class went libary study, dhens headed home, study again do home work dhens sleep(:

today suppose meet Sean&&Keith but last minute sean can'tmake it so its beinq postphoned,Wanted too look for xiaoboy and birthday boy but in the end somehtinq happened can't qo ourt): so i was home the whole day and tution was canceled today wasted. hahah

Vacation, Day 2.;

We visited some "rare" monkey. its just some monkey with big noses and huge buttoks that are almost extinct nothing special actually..the view there is superb!
We first gathered at this cozy little hut and had tea (:

The looks on my face describes it all! i love thier food! *licks my mouth*

unqlam moments of my life is always linked to food

The first monkey picture i posted in this post(:

well.. i was sleepin on the bus so kinda tired dhens

People qort couple tee here show's COUPLE MONKEY!

*cries* so sad your couple dunwan you anymore(:

All the hairy chested ang mohhs!

pretty?

they had gift shop in the middle of no where. wonder why? for monkey's?

Rented binoculars to see the big nose huge butts

I seriously din't want this activity): I was in such a foul mood. this random shot was taken by my father to make fun of me ):

imagine it at niqht.. creepy huh.. the pontina slowly risinq above the water!

If imma just a rain drop in the pound now, where would i be in this biq biq ocean after flowinq from the pound

Seeinq thigs from another's eyes can make a difference. see further and clearer to get the biq picture in your mind

When i think imma all alone, lost in the rain drippinq of my tears i think of you to chase away the storms.

BUFFALOS

In other countries the bride's family demands for buffelo's in return for giving them thier daughters, The most expensive is 7 .

i asked my mama how many buffelo's would she want, she said " WHAT BUFFELO?! I'll demand for gold bars" hahahaha ! how sweet!

how many buffelo's do you thinks your worth?

Your worth the amount you think you are.

Families of buffelo's stick together through the hot sunny day's and cuddle together durinq the cold wet rainy days, Thats whye thier a herd. They save one another from freezinq to death

Thats the end! hahahahhaaa! I know its lonq. But do look through the pictures can really calm your souls. There are meaninq too each and every picture just like all of us, We all have our own meaninqs, values, character and reason of beinq alive.

Where's your boat bringin you too? Are you in control of your boat?

When life locks me out, i turn to you, and you open your door, Nothinq works like you(:

I've learn too live without you. If your that perfect i would not be qoin throuqh this pain right now. thouqh life with you was happy,peacefull & pleseant How lonq could it have last? The day would have came sooner or later and i would stil have to move on with my life without you.

Though I told myself to hold my breath, a part of me was dying.Happy you allowed me to qo through my last romance with you.(:

WithLove,

Rebecca(:

There's no other way then to say Goodbye.

2009-09-21T00:10:00.007+08:00

'Reclaimed lost innocense. A pure heart, as pure as the water flowinq. To be as pure you must first qo throuqh tough rocks that traps the dust in you with them.'

I seriously love you sunny! you're my one and only soul mate:P

A heart-warminq smile that has been gone has just been found.

Hello my dears! miss me? Gues not? ahhaha but i do miss myself! *lauqhs ! let me update you humans on my life shall i(:

Friday went out with KahhweeSister, Meet her baby **qiqles** dhens headed to church, DHens met ZoyiSister for supper! Had supper with her and her someone someone! imma seriuosly a liqht bulb!

Saturday headed out with ZoyiSister and some guys, Met at buqis walk walk, headed too town area, dhens went yishun to eat, Headed home quite late that day. We past by a neo print shop and decided to take some its been a million years since i saw a 'neo print' i look retarded in it..! oh my!

Sunday TODAY! Went church, CONGRAT RUTH TEO! I love you many huh! stay stronq.
Went to punqol plaza with pam && xiaozhou(: Dhens headed too vivo! cauqht a movie with Birthday boy(Dunnoe how spell his real name) ,XiaoBoy && my Dearest ZoyiSIster. And dhens BirthdayBoy was really nice he pei me do smt dhens took mrt home.

Tomorrow i wanna study with my dearest! who else?! Zoyi luhs! **smiles!**

AndAnd., Remember i went kota kina balu durinq the one week holiday? Well, imma FINNALLY here too post about it. Exited ? I shal post it day by day. Alriqhts the first niqht we well, slept?

Second day we went wild with credit cards slashinq in every shop we stepped into.

As for dinner. We had a decent dinner with papa's friends. Whom are actually sinqaporean that knew me since younq:x.]]

You know what? Imma like allergic to seafood and they had seafood! ButBut it looked so temptinq that i swallowed almost everything down my belly without thinkinq. sufferrinq rash for the next few day's
REAL GIANT CLAMPS. size of my body .No kiddinq.

Let the pictures speak/

I know i look dumb but? Who cares i love the fresh seafood. it was alive 5 minutes before it took a trip to my belly.

We then headed to the beach in the niqht?! dumb huh. I look dumb i was really really tired that day dunch mind my ugly face kays@!@ **hides my face**

The sand was really soft

Then we drank avacado juice, and ate chicken winqs. *Lauqhs talk about a heavy meal.

I KNOW IMMA UNGLAM!

My sister's the size of a squiral yet has an appetite the size of a hippo:/

Thats all i guess? And imma sorry for this really borinq post... And Sorry for the previous terrible post's that i have been postinq up! :x

WithLove,

becca(:

Kidnap my heart and keep it that way.

2009-09-14T23:15:00.004+08:00

'If you can't love animals how are you qoin to be able to love people?'

hahahhaa. wil update bout my trip next time i don't have the pictures. hahahhaa(:
Anyways i landed in sinqapore quite late last niqht so mama din't wake me up for school today, soo ZoyiSister met me after school today. she must be sad i was nort in school hahahhaa! met her at causeway bouqht 2 cute little lunch boxes;

Cute huh?! hahahahhaha

Dhens headed too coast storage. haiya that idiot forqet to send me picture's taken there(: i'll qet it soon thouqh ahhahaa.its freakinq cute! ok headed too my house toooo make SUSHI!!! wahahhahahaa! yummy yummy

but after a lonq walk felt tired so guess what? We entertained ourselve in a airconned room by takinq spastic pictures of Us ourselfs and we hehehee.

I know we're lame and dumb hahahaa! It really brinq's your mood up thouqh.

The before and after. ZoyiSister edited my face! lauqhs. I look mishappened in the edited pic.):

Sunny's pure and innocense make us smile

Finally started on our sushi.
Japanneese vinigar, looks expensive huh. *qiqles* hiqh class leis**shakes eye browns**

well i don't have the pictures of the procces of makinq the sushi. but view the outcome of my lunch tomorrow! hehehe.

Rolled. you know what. its nort as easy as it looks in Tv. we had a hard time rollinq and spreadinq the sticky rice..

I started cuttinq the lonq lonq sushi pieces as Zoyi packed them ahha. wanna see? WANNA SEEE????? *jumps up and downs*
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AND *drum role*

TADADADADADAAAAAAAAAAAAAa
My lunch tomorrow. People pray its ok and i won't be visitinq the toilet after eatinq this(:

Imma not as bad a cook am i? hahahahhaa! a good job for our first time eh.

WithLove,

RebeccaFan(:

You miqht be next to an angel in diusguise.

2009-09-13T23:58:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHO'S BACK?! yahhs imma back yoo. hahahaa , miss me? i Remember warninq a few people too watch out ifb they dunch miss me yeah? hahahahhaaa!

Anyways. Imma havinq second thouqhts now, about givin ZOYI my password hahahahaa! EH idiot. i love you too lahhs. write so biq on my bloqq i shy leis! **blushes**
I'll post more yahs. ahhahaa. missed the action for the past few days. but i wil catch on eventually. And fer the info i DO NOT WEAR bikini's anymore! Its an outdated picture):

Maybe i was lookinq fer people perfect in my mind. And i tried forminq perfect people unknowinqly? Angel's comes in different shapes and sizes, different attitudes different thinkinq. Everyones an angel in thier own way i guess. This trip thouqht me alot. now what?

Imma writinq a sonq! wil post it when its done. it kinda came in my mind?

WithLove,

RebeccaFan

As i said,friendship, relationship is almost the same.

2009-09-10T23:33:00.002+08:00

To my Precious Little qirl;
I'mm glad to have you by my side when I needed you the most.Being my Partner-in-crime andand never failed to cheer me up whenever I'mm upset.Recently,many things had been changing andand,I hope that our friendship will stay strong.You're really a wonderful friend and through you,I've learned many things.I appreciate whatever you've given me andand,I'll be your f-o-r-e-v-e-r ears.Stay Strong ,girl.

I'mm freaking in love with you andand,MISS YOU SO MUCH MANSXSX!

Make qood qirls qo bad

2009-09-08T11:49:00.003+08:00

' Take a look at the ordinary,

don't need too look for paradise,

you could be next to angel in disguise. '
I'm ridiculest-ley sorry too any passer by readers fer my previous post's. Sorry to those who had to read it, sorry to those it was written for.

First of all. 'Bitches' was nort written by me first. so when you say we both are bitches by callin you guys bitches Your wronq. I din start usinq all this word til you indirectly pointed me ourt as a bitch. You din't ike it beinq called bitched did you? No? so would i like beinq pointed out as a bitch? think for yourselves.

Secondly. Who made you become like this? WHO MAKE YOUR BECOME LIKE THIS?! Oh my fuck ass. i pointed a gun at you and ask you too turn like this.Wait i din't. Ohhh my fuck. i threathened you? ohh yeahhs i din't. Oh my ass! i asked you to be like this. hmmm nopes. Ohhh i remember, i teached you to be like this? OH YEAHS I DIN'T. Nor did ZoyiSister do any of those.

If a kid din't want to do something no matter how much you force them to do it they won't unless you gave them rewards etc, even ifb that worked they did it fer the reward willinqly. WILLINGLY. Ifb a kid can resist whye cant you? Further more no one thought you or asked you to be like this YOU YOURSELF has decided to be like this.

What your doinq is blaminq someone else for your life's outcome which is UNREASONABLE.

Thirdly. Idiot = vulgar? Oh my, i din't know. Since in your dictionary idiot is considered such a vulgar dhen my apolegise. Its nort one in mine.

Fourth,We think we're always right? LOL. Please look at yourself, When i do wronq thing your dunwan say. your do wronq thing we say become our fault lahhhs ifb we do wronq PLEASE SAY ALL OUT! i wil listen to it ALL happily. Cause i would be able to improve. But when you guys say i did somethinq wronq can you please be sure of it. nort conclude it amonq one another dhens tel me .when i ask what did i do to make you guys feel this way you guys cant even explain. And DId i ever say i think im riqht in everyway its cause you guys find EVERYTHING I DO WRONG. Dhens ifb this is the case why don't you take charge and do the RIGHT things? Instead of givinq the standered answer "Anything"?

And for christ sake, i have said sorry before loads of times. Have you? when i do something wronq i MAKE SURE i apollegise. Do you? When you fuckinq hurt my feelinq i din'nt scold. In fact you guys knew i was hurt by what you did. But DID YOU SAY SORRY? Instead you broke friendship? hilarious is'nt it?

Fifth thing is, Bloq war IS out-dated. SAdly you this outdated person wanna declare one. Sadly im not qonna entertain you nor your childish company.

6th , Yahs. i seirously have no taste. choosinq people like your as friends oh my ass. Can't believe i used to be friends with poeple who claim themselve so lowly that i have no yan guag makinq them my friends. in fact thier actually insultinq all thier own friends fer choosinq them as friends .all no taste. Lols.

You guys always writtinq around the same thing, ? or sayin the same thing. CAUSE your always discussinq it? Whats with you guys and your ahhma gossipinq

Will post more soon rushin off. Zoyi Sister wil help me update:P
-byee people im flyinq off fer my vacation! sayonarahs!
Yours sincerely,

Rebecca andand Zoyi;

REBECCA WE WILL DEFINATELY MISS YOU!

I have enouqh of you shyt's.

2009-09-06T13:39:00.003+08:00

From Becca,

I seriously hab enouqh of you guys SHYT. I tel your ah. better stop your nonsense, Who the ones startinq post about this? Dun point here point there. You guys everytime do wronq thing DIE also dunwan admit derhs. dhens lie here lie there. LIE EVERYWHERE. Please lohs. fine lahs say my attitude can , BUT the fact is, everytime i ask your thingy your wil say ANYTHING ANYTHING. anythinq i choose lahhs., whose wrong. dhens your dunch like also dunwan say ourt. your think i gort power ahh can read your peanut minds? Dun like dhens dunwan tell us only tel one another WIL IT HELP?! You guys infront of us like soo good, who knew behind us you all like ahhma gossip gossip.

in fact you guys even gossip about one another infront of us can. I wun stand your nonsense no more i tell your. Never thouqht i would say this but

'I HATE YOU BITCHES. '

Thanks fer teachinq me this lesson. I wil more cautious in the future. And thanks fer the thousand knifes you stabbed me in the bag while i slept. Seriously appriciate it(:

Zoyi has the freedom,

she has money,

she has a pretty face

she has good friends

the guy she likes always like her back sooner or later .

she gets everything she wants

she has everythinq thats whye you guys are jelous arn't you..well get over it.

WithLove,

RebeccaFan.

Ain't Turninq back.

2009-09-05T22:10:00.005+08:00

Hellooo humans, Imma back from the dead(: Been dead fer like decades i guess? anyone missed me? Guess nort. Well, dunnoe what to post, accept a complain
New keyboard and its seriously hard too type with it- . -

I qort back my report book my attendance is like VERY bad. Gotta qo school more often already lahhs, hahaha. durinq my missin period stuff happened. And seriously, I have woken up and saw the liqht! hehehe.

Word of advise, Friendship could be true. just qotta be the riqht people. Sadly i chose the wronq people. So to bad so sad becca.

i should be hatinq you guys riqht now but whye waste my life hatinq you guys when you've already wasted my 3 years time. I ain't qonna remember i had you guys as friends. Cause you guys ain't worth it. I'm movinq on. YUPP i am. Dunnid you idiots in my life,Cause in Becca's life she only needs 2 girls whom will never backstab her or what so ever like you qirls did,They wil stand by becca when she's down un like you guys., you guys ARE the reason im down - . -

You guys are seriously cool Proffesional killer,

'' Killer's who does'nt use knifes ''

Pass few weeks. been hidinq myself. I find it harder too trust people . How can you trust stranger's when poeple closest too you can't even be trusted? guess whats i found out. you dunch hab too trust strangers. Trust Those who CAN be trusted. i know who i can trust,

I ain't lookinq back no more
cause i'm movinq forward
towards my own paradise.

Withlove,

rebeccaFan.

from here i see the same moon

2009-08-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hello peopleeee today is SPECIAL.
Whye? cause i updatinq from somewher NOT MY HOUSE. hehehhehehee.. (:

Firstly sorry too daniel! parents went mad could nort pei you. i wil meet you sooooon!!!!

Secondly to crazy man. You better nort touch her i seriously wil stab you one day - . - its ruthles . whats you did. NO LOGIC. Im nort qonna let you affect me :P

Thirdly. i MUST say. i hate one girl. seriously .. humph shan't say more. wastinq my breath, back too a more important topic dhens. MY LIFE

Yesterday kahhweeSister came too fetch mee(: Love her many you know,saw somethinq she dun like coool down dino(:.Dhens we went ourt, buy contact lense, dhens meet Cindy(:(: dhens headed too punqol. dhens with some other guys slack blah blah. taxi-ed backs to woodlands due to some mood ruiners. Dhens eat headed home with , cindy stayed over, Felt kinda bad her first time here dhens something happen): Sorry qirl.

Today wake up early early dhens kahhwee coome dhens she and cindy left, dhens get ready wanna qo meet daniel birthday boy(: But idiot thing happened, Sorry dude! dhens Super angry lahhhs, packed up my cloths ,stayin away from home fer the time beinq people call hp if needed(:

thats all so far.
FYI, Future hubby = nort boyfriend dunch misunderstand, Just a quoted word(:

WithLove,

RebeccaFan

Withouqht you there's no place i belonq to.

2009-08-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

Gorqinq icecream down now(:
i feel like a piq mans. humph! ahhaha but a cute piq. There's a difference ok. piq= ugly fat EEEEEE! cute piq = NOT FAT! very smart! hehehehhee(: yay!

So nothinq to post i dunch understand whats bloqqinq fer. i dunwan let people know my inner personal thouqhts. ahhahaa! unless its somehtinq about them. **thinks about it** well? i dunnoe, Im so bored. im TRYING to be random already. im qona put posters up sayin "Entertainer's needed" with the pay of the job and everythin that comes alonq with the package(: hehehheee

im so borinq th person wil be fired the next day:P BORED. updatin fer the sake of it.

Ps;/ i realise i love one person only! my future hubby(: DUH! His MINE MINE MINEEEEE!

Dun be jelous **smirks** hahahhaa! im soo qonna hab a happy marraige cann cann cannn! Dun worry i'll invite everyone. ahhahaa(: :P

I said .. When you said ...

2009-08-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

ZoyiW.Zuer
REBECCA FAN XINYI!~!I miss you terribly!

Than i said,
I miss you too(: ZOYI WANG ZUER(:

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steff!/.
eh, put our photos!

Than i said.
Sorry can't
My bloqqer's facinq technical difficulties ahahhaa

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YVONNE; AHXIN
I can help you with your art! (:

Than i said,
Geee, thanks(: But i'll fiqure a way out(: i qotta learn sooner or later hahaa>.<

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Ivan
HELLO REBECCA FAN ! (:

Than i said
Hello. IVAN CHONG. Whye must you call me rebecca fan? lols.

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♥Kahhwee
change e pic !

Than i said
I'll chanqe it when you send me the pictures. Seriously dude its been a MILLION YEARS i've been waitin, white roots are growinq ourt of my scalp already leis!

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Lyb.
* :X
Lyb.
Your daughter's name so cool. haha. Like some kind of ballerina/princess's name :x

Than i said,
Hahahhaaa.Thats the idea(: A girls name is important you know it kinda reflects on the person.(:
So whats your daugther's name??

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RACHEL
just relise tht my name is in capital at your linkage =)
becca becca! take good care tao! =)

Than i said,
Well, Your special(: hahahhahaa! take care uhs!

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YVONNE; AHXIN
online and I give you my number... (: Imy

Than i said
HAhaha i qort your number darlinq(: I miss you loads to(:

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steffi/.(L)
unprivated me bloggie go take gogog!:] and dont forget to tagg me

Than i said
Ohhhh! how sweet thanks babe(: i tagged you oradi luhhs(:

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♠kahhwee
anything call my huse
♠kahhwee
heyy , my hp spoil

Than i said.
Ohh okays/. eh, call me luhhs. whye everytime i'm the one callinq you? hahahhaa

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hannah
rebeccaaaa i cant wait for this saturday so lonq since we've spent time together miss you guys so much :(

Than i said.
I miss you guys too(: Well, See you on saturday(:

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isaac
link me kays (((:

Than i said
Okays. i did(:

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ZoyiWang;Zuer
And REBECCA FAN,Someone say,you can be model eh!

ZoyiWanqZuer
to (: Well,I'mm like sort of agree with yoou actually.But well,it's hurt inside seeing the onne we treat v.impt to fall into the hole that both me and Becca have fallen in before.

Than i said
Lols.hahahaa. Zoyi say til we soo "experienced " like that. i quess its part of growin up.. (: all i hope now ish that our friendship won't turn ourt like our's and HERS. ahahha(: Some friends are really "passer-by's" hahahaa.
AND
Who ever is that person. his blinded i suspect.

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(:
Just let her get hurt,she nv get hurt and she wont feel the pain,when she feel it she knows who is more impt to her .Lead your own happy life ! (:

Than i said
hahahaa. i dunch really care anymore.. thinkinq back. she was nort much of a friends anyways, no point holdinq on. its like beinq upset fer a lousy boyfriend hahahahaa.

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ZoyiWang;Zuer
We should just move on girl.Arsh* I'mm missing you so much laa.Anw,I'mm v.v. nervous about TOMORROW date!

Than i said
i miss you loads too girl. hahahaa. dunch be nervous fer people like him lahhhs. soo dumb.

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WithLove,

RebeccaFan

Does every girl in love draw hearts?

2009-08-24T21:32:00.000+08:00

hello peeps. STILL pictures are nort available. So to bad so sad.

Today qort sent home from school WOW. Saturday went sentosa, at niqht friend stayed over(: Dhens blah blah blahh. Sunday went Jo's house(: Wanted qo swimmin but i din't brin cloths. HAhahaha next time!

Rushin fer art ! gettin my n lvl paper's haha. Wish me luck peeps.
i know this ish a very borinq and un-entertained post. but you'll have too live throuqh it cause im in no mood(:

And lastly fer those who find that im MIA-inq. yeahs im qonna be home takinq care of my health from now on. You guy's won't be seeinq my face ourtside anymore:P

withLove,

RebeccaFan

When your gone, pieces of my heart are missinq you.

2009-08-18T16:42:00.000+08:00

DON'T EVER walk under undies. Seriously PURE BAD LUCK

today i was walkinq home walked under the block under the undepants people hang, GUESS WHAT i realise my skirt like folded up lucky no one around ifb not i wil be super ambaressed. Sobs. haha.Ok im starvinq riqht now qonna qet food .

hiqhliqhted;

I HATE CHUAN SHUN.
He take my chemistry text book one week lerhs dunwan return and im havin chemistry test tomorrow! and he cut my hair while i was sleepinq today!Even when he don't cut my hair he woul pull my hair or my hair band, and in class he always flirt with jamie! ANd his always insultin mee! I super hate him! im qonna kill him tomorrow.!

WithLove,

RebeccaFan

Thanqelicangellina(:

2009-08-17T20:05:00.001+08:00

"pooperty poooperty toot ,i saw they hoot a loop."

Hahhahaa. i don't know the meaninq too? hhahaa. its fer fun people! have some humour:P Yawns whens the last time i posted humph.. anyways readin throuqh my past "memories" i realise something VERY IMPORTANT. i have woken up, My spellinq SUCKS manns *lauqhs* Wil improve on that**Biq smileee**

So recently there's a movie "orphan" Im so qonna watch it(: It rocks mans. Sunday huh i was super "careful" **qrins**

1st. On the bus the window ourtside qort bee i turn and when i saw it starin at me huh i totally screamed really loudly. Every one was like starin at me - . -
2nd. When eatin i was openin a container of sauce the sauce splat all over me HUMPH!
3rd. Playin at the pound i dropped my shoe in.

One word. UNLUCKY. That day i was jinxed i think. Maybe someone cursed me. **thinks about it** hmmmm. Oh well, Btw a queen visited me today, a QUEEN ANT! what can i say i so totally attract the royalty's hehehee.
Hahaha ohh and ifb your are wonderinq whats thanqellicanqelina its my future dauqhter's name. pronouced as; Than-qelic-anqel-lina. Nice huh? hahahhahaa! was talkin about it last niqht with a friend(:

WithLove,

RebeccaFanXinyi.

For you guy's info, My bloqqer's facinq techinical difficulties. There wil be no pictures fer the time beinq. Lastly tag and drop by more often. Thouqh my bloqqin is really borin(:

Too issac, Wil link you .

Memories kept in my heart

2009-08-14T15:34:00.000+08:00

I miss you, I miss your smile. And i stil shed a tear every once in awhile. And even thouqh its different now, Your stil here somehow. My heart won't let you qo and i need you to know i miss you.

Nice huh? I can be poet next time Muahahahhahaa!no lahs, i dunwanna be poet, Waste my time. I'm not a very "emotional" person lahs, **Smiles**
Haiyoooo You guys last time bloqqer qort problem NOW my turn): Can't uplaod pictures Soo pissed **grumbles**. oh my qosh the last time i updated is on monday poor poor people can't know what im doinq): hehehhee.

Ok, monday after that post, meet kahhwee && Cindy. Slack here Slack there. Pei kahhwee meet her friend, LAMER lohs. Meet liaos they din't even talk **qrins**

Tuesday,. went too school. exams exams.

Wednesday at school exam exam fell sick **Sad face**

Thursday din't qo school SUPER sick cans. i thouqht i was qonna die. ANyways i slept fer 23 hours(: woke up one hour qo see docter. cool riqhts, But so sad daniel say he slept 2 days before - . - **:P** hahahhahaa!

Today, at school doinq art. its like when im done i called zoyi and she already bath make up finish qoin ourt. how sad cans. Anyways i super super happy i find ny art piece so the nicee cann(: nort tryin be thick skin, different views bah.

Later qotta qo ourt again Sad lahs, Anyways yesterday lady qa qa concert, Anyone qo? Nicee?
i wanna noe!!!!

Shout out;
CHEE KAHHWEE. So lonq stil din't qimmi the pictures!

Reply tags below.

You said hi i said bye

2009-08-14T15:00:00.000+08:00

Wel, on monday i posted a story and asked fer comments now are replies(:
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Hmmms. Thinking ;
-You guys only 15 rights?
-Wel, after readin this story.. i feel a& b should move on la, 1 no hope oradi. she wil look back and regret one day(: 1 is just being selfish. As if she and her boyfriend wil marry

I replied;
hmmm i guess so thanks fer commentin!yeahs. We're 15 this year(:

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ZoyiWang;Zuer
LOVE is BLIND.i I hope she'll see this post..Laughts*Sister,,Cheer up up alright

Rebecca replied;
Aiyahhs cheer up? You can mehs hahahha. She see as ifb she wil care): hhahaaa you cheer up too lahs hahahhaa

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-her ,* its is not worth , just be good with the other 1 and that enuf , (:
-hmms , u shld just ignore the 1 la , since she treasure boyf more then sisters , shall let her be ~ till 1 day she really know sister is the 1 that is impt then she will regret ,do not be sad over he

Rebecca Replied;
Hmmms. but whye she wil blind til so dots, I mean the more "blind" she gets the more hurt she wil get? How?

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Kapo kia
I think a and b should just move on. FOr what wait fer the 1? And btw is 1 refering to somebody you know?

Rebecca Replied;
Wel, its private(: hmms. Thanks.

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.P2P. Cong
hellows

I said;
Hello kor kor(:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! soo qood ah tag me ahahhaa.

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kahhwee
send u th pic real soon :D

I said;
Soon?! Your soon is how lonq later. humph. Im qrowin old woman!

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steffi./.
jie photo are at my blo and face book go take and giv me you email fer my bloogie:]]

I said;
You lock your bloq HOW am i suppose tooo take???? Another one ahh! isit soo hard to send the pictures people?!

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qiaO
Tagged back . lol! ^^v

I said;
Thanks. ahahhahahhaa!

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Lyb.
I miss you too~ WHEN IS OUR NEXT OUTING?! hahah ;x

I said;
Who wun miss me! heheehhehee! Our next ourtin is when you decide too ask us out(: i dunwan plan lerhs lahs. NOT EASY K!

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ZoyiWang;Zuer
REBECCA,Imm meeting you I'mm sure,You miss me like fuck.

I said;
PLEASE! i know you miss me more(: dun speak nonsensical words in my tag board(: heehhehee

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Lyb.
o.o tagged (: hehehe. this layout feels so classic~

I said;
Thanks hahahhahaha! nice riqhts muahahahha im soo thick skinned. but kinda mature.
Just like me huh?

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sean
the name u 4get is sean

I said;
OH! sorry): hahahhahaa! sentosa again soon(:

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Lynette
Link me

I said;
Linked(:

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Pamelia.C
Tagged :)

I said;
THanks! hahaha lonq time no chat lerhs ah(: talk too you on msn soon(:

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YVONNE; AHXIN
-it's on my blog(:
-Nice blogskin(: Takecaires of health(:

I said;
Thanks! hahahhaa i cant find leis):

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♠kahhwee
-this skin nicer {:
-nahs , i love zoyi more dhen rebecca :D

i said;
ORH! want like that lahh. DUn FREN YOU!
Thanks i choose de ofcourse nicer duhhhhs

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ZHONGWEN
lols. not bad not bad. simple and nice layout. and btw why my name is specially CAPS LOCKED. lmao?

I said;
I also dunnoe whye. Anyways you talk like a cridict(: ahhahaha proffesional

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YVONNE; AHXIN
Happy after heard what you said... Always be happy alright and real takecaires... I think you are going to have huge appetite ba? hahs(x Stay healthy! Loves~

I said;
I will! hehehee. qo ourt soon ya! (: miss you many!

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Krism.Ear.Ivony.Toes.Hot
I never see ur friend blog lahs.. im just smart. hahas. so obvious lahs. I knew that since pri sch.

I said;
Lols/ Anythinq hahahahhahaa
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._.Lyb.
*gives Rebecca a smile* haha ^^

I said. Oh. hahahhahahahaa(:

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WithLove,

RebeccaFan

Tag more people!

Don't understand whye your stil not mine

2009-08-10T14:50:00.003+08:00

EVERYBODY I hab a announcement. I HATE a few people now.
1. 535846 LIM.
2. 45 CHOW.
3. 3466 826
4. Z something forget his name.
5. 53646

Thier all guys. exept fer the last one. I hate her espiecially. Today's line is "qo ourt with them they wil ourt shine me." Today's main point is. Jelousy kills. So im wonderinq those this make sense. Today's Story line is;

Once upon a time there was 3 best friends. They were very close there is a , b, 1 .
So a b treated 1 as thier "sister" But one day 1 qort a boyfriend. a very quailan boyfriend that a b HATES but nehhmind they din complain. 1's boyfriend is called idiot. so 1 and idiot qort VERY CLOSE til 1 dunch even spend time wit a & b. even ifb she did she would brinq the idiot alonq. slowly they drifted apart. in school a & 1 was in the same class. And everytime there was any class ourtin or class girls studyin thingy 1 would never ever call a. A was sad and told b. b kept quiet. everytime b looked fer 1 she would iqnore her,Two incidents were

after school b looked fer 1 , 1 saw b just continue readin her boook. Dhens b felt wierd so left first 1 just said bye. AND SHE SAY SHE DIN IGNORE
Durinq recess b looked fer 1 but she was busy playin wit her class mates looked at b and said hello dhens went back to playin. B stood ourtside the classroom the whole of recess but 1 din come ourt AT AL.

And one time There was a class movie. 1 wanted to ask a but the idiot told 1 "Ifb a qoin i dunwan qo already"So 1 din call a anymore. And idiot said that sentance sooo loudly that everyone heard and told a but a heard it herself as they said it right behind her.

A asked 1 whye she neglected them. 1 said she simply wanted too do wel on her studies. Ifb she really is concentratin on her studies she wun hab too COPY durin thier test's. ANd a was VERY upset soo B qort upset to,
How can 1 hurt A soo much and NORT CARE. soo B talked too 1. 1 said a & b din need her thats whye. Bull Shyt.
Dhens B found ourt from another, 1 said She felt that we ourtshined her when they qo ourt tgt.

Three different reasons.The end.

SO reader's Could you guys comment on my story please, I know who reads and run. Atleast use passerby or what tag. comment on my story on what you think about it.

As fer the first 4 i hate. they hrut my friends. I seriously dunch understand whye must they hurt them , Whye? Cause they hab nort been hurt yet. Or maybe they was and had a biq self pity and din care ifb others felt like them. Selfish freaks.

Anyways wil post more later. With pictures(: Pictures STEFI and KAHHWEE owe mee!

WithLove,

RebeccaFan(:

Even ifb i mis you , your stil not missinq me.

Even ifb i cried a thousand tears to niqht wil you come to me?

I stil cry for you, i could die for you.

I stil lonq fer you.

But i know you wil never be mine.

but i think of you..Always,,

A little too not over you.

2009-08-05T22:37:00.004+08:00

The lonq walk alone

Un forgive able. I ain't qonnq forqive you.

Happy birthday sinqapore(:

Hey peeps! I'm so bored that im bloqqin everyday now(: Today neber qo school im sick sick sick! **couqhs dramticly** hehehee. Im on a 3 day mc. Again. but i'll try too make it on friday too school. its qonna be a fun day. There's a class tee thats freakin nice,

Frankly speakin in the beqinninq of this year i thouqht i would HATE this class, But im startinq too like it, it has somethinq special others dunch hab(: Warmth feelinq.

Cheated,

Anyways just now went ourt wit my les partner:P hehhee. JOKING. So this blind man was callin "hello hello anyone" SO i approached him and asked ifb he needs help. he say he haven eat ask ifb i qort money. i ask how much you need he say "$4 , i only qave $3 cause i only left $3. GUESS WAD! he cheat my money. Afetr i qib he say he dunnie qo coffee shop he say $3 nort enouqh. dhens he qoo start callinq hello hello anyone again.. i followed him around, he asked 5 different people fer money same lines. no money cant eat in the end one uncle ask whye we follow. he told us that man is con man.

Usinq his blindness fer evil.. Ifb he wanted money just ask lahs. dunnid lie. ohh well.?

LESSON LEARNED; Never trust hunqry blind people.

WithLove,

RebeccaFan.

I'm not over you. But i don't want you anymore. Rather have the best for you.

You don't know me, You don't even cry.

You took my heart away when my world was grey.

2009-08-04T22:04:00.005+08:00

Cute? Nice norts?! hehehheheee thats mee! hahahahahhaa!

Time passes by so quickly. Can i catch up? Sometimes. you just qotta stop and relax, enjoy nature, enjoy your life. do somethinq special.i think of you):

My lost Childhood innocence. Lost happiness.Its qone.

how i wish i'm a buble floatinq everywhere everytime. Freeee. No sadness sorrow pain.

So,recently anti social(: just don't feel like qoin ourt anymore, haahhahaa. Don't know why. soo today at school slept, Messaged. Did my chemistry test- . - ITs like ALIEN LANGUGE! DUN UNDERSTAND LAH.Dhens stay back fer art. After art went Zoyisister class ourtside wait fer her, she qort some math competition thingy. Dhens went woodland mart eat, dhens did art. bus-ed home, i dun feel wel, ohhhh im dyinq!

Durinq SS i kept like wanna vomit. its gettin pretty bad recently more frequently i feel like vomitinq. Hmmmms. Shirley qort such a shock when i almost vommited ourt. hehehe Sorry qirl,

Disqustinq mans.

I wonder who vomited on her:P! im soo evil i know.

qonna anti social fer some time . Hmmms. Just no mood,hais.(: Hahhahahahhaaaa

Dunch miss me too much poeple!

BTW!

I CHANGED BLOG LAYOUT, NICE?

Previous one nicer?! INPUT && COmments needced people!

WIthLove,

RebeccaFanXinyi(:

You melted my heart made of stone. You've become the meaninq of my life(:

You say you know, But you don't.

2009-08-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

You are happy only ifb you let yourselve be(:

Smile. Spread the happiness around see how pretty it is(:

But stil sometimes people are grumpy(:

Baby's get grumpy. oh my qosh. i feel like sqeeeesinq her cheeks til they come off! hahahhahaha **imaqines pinchinq her cheek**

Punky teenager's get grumpy too
(: heheheee

Even old poeple get grumpy:X cute huhs?

I know one person who gets grumoy AND happy too(:

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Non other then REBECCA FAN XINYI(:

Sometimes im happy happy happy(: seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
**stare's at my pictures happily**
Hehehhee. but i can be very qrumpy too(: When i am i throw my temper like no body's bussiness hehehhehehee(: its normal.

Helo people. GUESS WHAT the last whole week was the best day's of my life. i experienced life whithouqht torture! lauqhs* Wel, ofcourse i'm beinq sacarstic only lahs.I'm over joyed cause i din't qo school the whole of last week. i was on mc(: (: (: **A biq biq biq smile**Yupps hmmmm. Th last time i posted was tuesday,So let me update this bloq on whats happeninq in this dramatic life of mine*:)

Wednesday. Erm.. Forget what was i doinq. but ifb im nort wronq i went ourt.

Thursday. Went out . hmm kinda forget what i did(:

Friday,Went buqis with Zoyi sister(: Dhens went our seperated ways. both reached home quite late(:

Saturday, Watched harry potter with kahhwee sister. Its seriously LAME. dhens headed too clark quay with her.

Sunday,Went to church slacked afterwards. Went home, Dhens qo woodland mart meet friend. Slack awhile buy nice fruit thingy. Went home Dhens headed too tripple 8 meet Zoyi sister, HAHAHAHHAHA! she brouqht her korkor **Winks at zoyi** hehehe.

Today.

Went school): Struqqle mans, ahahahhaa. HATE wakinq up. At school neber brinq thermometer so i had too waste money buyin a new one- . - i slept throuqh english. Slept throuqh math. Dhens chemistry need do dunnoe what thingy make the salt - . - cannot sleep.

TEACHER make me stay back.. idiot. So hunqry cans. 5 more minutes recess over dhens he let us qo. WHATEVER LAHS! you like that ofcourse lahs. you can eat anytime you want leis,stupid lonq face monster..make me starve the whole day. its a unforgive-able sin mans! it should be against the law to hold your students back fer recess! Dhens bio yawns. wanna sleep but so noisy teacher never come everyones on a mess.

I stayed up talk about some stuf with the rest(: Dhens after school, pei zoyi see her do home work ahhahaa. Dhens headed home nort qoin ourt. Tired, Dunnoe whye.. im so tired recently.. Keep gettin this niqht mare about les bians..........

Tired tired becca. I am sooo tired recently i even fall asleep on busses..

I drew this ourt of fun ahhaha. its random. i like it alot. i see my life in this drawinq.. I see sceneries,

REMEMBER TOO SMILE!

A SMILE A DAY KEEPS THE SAD AWAY!

WithLove,

RebeccaFanXinyi

LEts chat baby

2009-08-03T15:10:00.000+08:00

We talked about;

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♠kahhwee
no la {: i love zoyi & rebecca (:

♠kahhwee
dun love u , haha

♠kahhwee
alamak zoyi , name spell wrong alr .

ZoyiWang;Zuer
CHEEKAH HWEE!How about me?Laughts* I love you two!

♠kahhwee
no la , i love you till death (:

♠kahhwee
i dun love rebecca at all !

I said,
I love you 2 toooo lahs(: WALAO EH! your think here cafe ahh make my tag board like kopitiam. hhahahahhahhaa!I know you both love me the most riqhts! hahahahhahahahhaha!
Kahhwee love becca more dhens zoyi
Zoyi love becca more dhens kahhwee. Proven fact(: **evil lauqh**

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YVONNE; AHXIN
Had fun with you too(: Takecaires of your body alright(: Next time I see you, I want to see a happy rebecca!(:

I said,
Yeahs! thanks(: hehehehee see you SOON ah! wil take care of my body(: i wil be a happy rebecca toooo! hhahahhahahahhaaaa

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Lyb.
o.o haha. that was a long reply :x

I said,
thats better mahs. you ask deep question i answer deeply(:

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kyna
hellos! V&C =))

I said,
Thanks ahhahahahhahhaa!

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where did you all go for the sunset?

I said,
There are many places too see a nice heart warminq sunset,Exm sentosa, east coast? Even your bedroom should be able too ahhahaha. the sun's fer everyone amns! its put up there so we could see it everywhere (: **looks at the sun and siqhs happily**

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Krism.Ear.Ivony.Toes.Hot
A rich man needs nothing, a poor man has nothing, if you eat nothing, you will die

I said,
hehehehheee. SO smart, you read my friends bloq riqht! hoho! To bad no price(:

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Vivian;ahhqal
my face , i go make it worst .... >.<>

i said,
Wel i told you not too touch touch. nehhminds,, wash constantly.. DUN BURST slowly slowly..

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steffi/.♥
hahaa i do just tht i dont tag:) shall tag more offten

I said.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! pervet view so many time never tag hahahhahhaa!
TAG MORE OR DIE! ehh ehh ehhh take qood care of my lock huh! its my heart(: it represents my heart leis!

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That was fun.
We should chat more next time(:

Sayonarahs

a little of this a little of that.

2009-07-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

Like a trampled rose, You took the fall And thouqht of me above all.

'I love you, I love you not. I love you, i love you not.

Yo peeps! updatin the bloq EVERYDAY ohh yeahh **shakes head up and down slowly smilinq**. Hmmmms Today was home the whole day(: Hehehhee wel, kinda . hahahhaa! I'm on mc this WHOLE week! wahahahhaahahhahaa! Such great news mans.
seee my baby sunny(: SOO CUTE! chasinq hammy. Lauqhs*

Anyways that day at sentosa, on the train i was freakin tired. so i laid on ZoyiSister, and she laid on The other guy, Whom name i have forqotten, SOrry *sad Face* hehehhhee! Unqlam huh.

Atleast can't see my face,Zoyi look SOO CUTE **qiqles** actually she looks ok hahahaa!
Hmmm. on her birthday i smashed cake in her face.. SO i was suppose too clean up):

Omq. Look at my fat tiqhs... and my but! **shakes head** nonono cannot make it.

There's a Very funny picture of me.. One leg on the bucket TRYING too sqeeze the water out. HAHAHAHA! front view. but yibin lahs! delete ahahhahaaa(:

So today was home ALONE. dhens kahhweeSister came(: Watched a show. SUPER CUTE! she cried **Lauqhs quietly** Yeah bu ti did cry too. (: Its freakinq touchinq mans!Dhens headed too her house. sit sit, dhens qo home bath, Went to piano class, After piano ate sake with family. Dhens headed home. and here i am bloqqinq(: Hehehehehe

Anyways one thingy adapted by HannahJang(:(: ;
Riddle huh.Fill in the blanks.WIll post answer in next post(:

A rich man needs ________. A poor man has________, If you eat _______ you will die.

You said hi i said bye

2009-07-28T23:37:00.002+08:00

You said Hi, I say Bye.
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ZOyiwang;zuer
NOMORE LE LAA!ass

And i said,
What ass! hahhaa jelous i hab one? Heehhehehhee. no more mehhhh?! i thouqht alot alot more?! at river take de leis??????

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Lyb.
oops, wrong emoticon. :X*
Lyb.
Tagged! (: o.o, fairytales dont exist in real life uh :x

And i said,
Dots. Well, Fairy tales doo come true it depends on how you handle your life i quess? and depends on how you solve and handle your problems. And depend you put your fairy tale
in who's hand my dear(: Ifb its in the riqht hands it wil not fall and break. Ifb its in the wronq hands he miqht be careless and drop it, when it drops it will break. Like glass Once broken always broken, even ifb your glue it the crack marks are still there. And when its broken its not as stronq as before anymore, and it cant be like before(: soo becarefull huh(: MISS YOU MANY!

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YVONNE; AHXIN
Thanks darling(:
YVONNE; AHXIN
Hey Rebecca! Link me up alright? I've already link you up!

And i said,
Thanks!! and no problem(: Meet up soon yeah!!! i enjoyed qoin out wit youu(:

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steffi/.♥
yo jie tc

And i said,
Hey meimei(: Take care too yeahs! Drop by more often):

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zhongwen
link me up.

And i said,
I linked you already(: Drop by more often kkays! haahhaa

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xiaobao
fugly? who? u? NO!!! haha! =D

And i said,
OHHHH, how sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet(:(: your not fugly tooo(: hehehheheee im soo thick skinned i know :P

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Ivan
REBECCA FAN !!! (:

And i said,
Yes IVAN CHONG?! ehhehehhehee(: MIss you many! sentosa one day canns(:(:

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yunlin
tagged (:

And i said,
Hey qirl! miss you! Drop by more often. We should qo ourt some day(: its been a lonq time mans!

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Someone You Know.
Take Good Care , Girl.
Someone You Know.
Take Good Care , Gil.

And i said,
Hey(: Someone i know? Hmmm **thinks hard** i wonder who are you (: ANyways thanks! i will take many many care of myself de! hehehhehehhe(:

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tianen(chatty)
go meeet chaozhen sumday la ha he's quite nice hahahaha =x XD
tianen(chatty)
sumtime ended up hurting 1 another but the party dunno
tianen(chatty)
sometime ppls can change so fast . they dunno who to be priority 1st
tianen(chatty)
i agree with u . but i dunnno is there such ting as forever?

And i said,
Aiyahs! i know you wanna push him to me soo you can hab zoyi to yourselve! BAD AH!

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yida
hehe tag tag tag le

And i said,
THANKS! hehehhehe qood friend(: i missed you(:

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Covie
taggs ;]

And i said,
Heeheee, Thanks

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xiaobao
tagged!!! link hor! =D

And i said,
Link alreayd lahs! ahhahahhahaha

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Liping
hihi ^^ im fine too :D c euu soon :)

And i said,
Hehehhehehe! okok! miss you many! tag me more luhs):

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Flor
a great find for panda fanatic! my roommate and i LOVE this bag hkpanda.freetzi.com

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WithLove,

RebeccaFan.(:

this is the world babe

2009-07-27T20:47:00.004+08:00

1 thing 2 say, 3 words 4 you. I HATE YOU.

Like cinderella i sat in the kicthen's back and cried my tears out quietly.
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But like cinderella i will qet my happy endinqs too. its a matter of time.

tuesday i can't really remember what i was doinq?**shook shoulder** sooo.. movinq on(:

Wednesday went fer interview job interview(: Went with the 2 people i love most(: ZoyiSister, KahhweeSister, I love the both of them! im so happy they clicked(: anyways i was soo wierd that day, I mean in wearin luhs(: I wore a hoody, black tank top, skinny jeans, wawa shoes, those primary shoes you know? like ballet de, yeap. Zoyi wore tube dress, Hiqh heels. Kahhwee wore sinqlet, scarf, nice gladiater shoes. Im so wierd i know, they were like beaminq, super chio, dhens suddenly one xiaomeimei beside them - . -**Sad face**

Picture taken after lunch . i loook fugly! there are more but ZOEYWANGZUER never send nor upload - . -

After the interview, We went clark quay, Drank at pump room,some pub. I din't drink For your info(:(: Dhens headed Back too woodlands

THIS TWO GIRLS! are kahhwee, AND zoyi! i love the both of them. Thier the ones i can count on(: thier the ones who stand by you when the storms are racinq towards you. **huqs them**

Reached home around1+ that niqht. So yeah. really shaged. more pictures wil be uploaded soon(:

Thursday, i planned a suprise birthday party fer zoyi again(: after school wit vivian had a nice lonq chat(: a heart to heart talk. she's not as bad as i always remembered her as. she's chanqed matured(: After that i cab-ed too Zoyi's house. she was gettin pissed at me, i was really draggy. I met yibin,lipinq,lemin. dhens went her house slack, changed, Went down eat. She smoked. So i brouqht her too the place we're suprisinq her, they hid behind the bushes - . - HAHAHHAHAHAAHA!

They bouqht this PINK cake(: dhens headed up to her house ate cake and our lunch. AS USUAL i did what i did best. SMASHED THE CAKE IN HER FACE. But she threw some at me): I cleaned up while she bathed, hahahhahahhaha!

i look fugly i know! ahahhaha(:

Well, its been a lonq time we gathered like this(: TWO PEOPLE MISSING!

XU AH QIAO! (dunnoe whyee never qo?)

VIVIAN TAN! (Crazy parents din't let)

So yeahs. And friday, Went zoyi's house. Went too north point shopped, ate at honqkonq cafe(: Yupps fer this whole week of her birthday i was with her(: Must be the best birthday ever huh zoyi(: Dhens headed too church, Found out some thing thing thingy thing's. unhapppy unhappy. but what to do?

Saturday, early early mornin wake up tie hair. headed down chompanq, meet christopher(: passed him his thingy, Went back find zoyi && kelvin fer breakfast. headed back to zoyi house. we were both tired. so slept(: Woke up changed, headed too sentose i was soooo tired i slept on the bus (:

Snap shot by Zoyi.

Went vivo meet yvone(: She's SUPER NICE! i like her(: Sentosa met new friends(: Wel, we were sittinq therer. they were playin ball. so zoyi and yvone joined them(: i swam to the other island with zhonqwen(: his nicee(: After that went fer dinner with the guys. Headed home reached home around 11. On the train i slept HAHAHHAH! shagged.

Yesterday ate Xiaolonq bao(: And baby sat(: im now a tutor! and a baby sitter! WEEEEEEEEE! i love baby's FYI.**qiqles**

WithLove,

RebeccaFan(:

I've moved on. i need you no more.

Awaitinq pictures

2009-07-23T23:14:00.003+08:00

SORRY PEOPLE! no pictures! many "chio" pictures taken thouqh hehehhee. Well, din't bloq like for 3 days(: miss me? HAHAHAHHAHAHAA!

Tuesday school as usual. borinq life is a life where you qo to school(:

Wednesday Celebrated Zoyi;sister birthday(: After school kahhwee Zoyi came my house AS USUAL wait fer me put on my make up(: I was faster that time OK! rawr! well, went there did lots of stuff. Bloq about it as soon as zoyi sends me the pictures(:

Sayonarahs people!
Stay tuned,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOYI WANG ZUER! fer those poor fellows who dunnoe who is zoyi i'll tell you. She's a good friend that you can always count on, When your pushed into the dirty mud and no body would stop to even look or help you up she will. You can always count on her to be there for you(: She's a friend that would never bail out when you are in trouble. She wil stand her ground with you throuqh thick or thin. She wil Stand up fer her friends no matter how lousy they treat her. she scold and nags at me fer my own qood. She jokes around and goofs around to make me smile when i frown.
Shes my gossip partner who always gossips about people diggin noses(: She's my cryinq partner who cries with me for everythinq , She's my jokin partner who jokes about everythin. She's my make-up see-er Who sees my make up too help me check ifb its gone bad no matter how irritated she gets by me. And last of all and most imprtantly, she's the best sister anyone could hab(:

your now 15. one year older): grow up le huh. dun cry over guys): Your much better dhens any of them you dun deserve the fuck treatment they serve too you whenever you treat them nice(: And. your not fat(: I'mm jokin whenever i call you fat(: i never meant it. ONE DAY! we wil be veternarians! we'll save every anumal we can(: wun forget this dream of our's(:

WithLove,

RebeccaFan

Whye do you see the negative things in me? I do all i can. i seriously love you beside me.

2009-07-20T23:06:00.005+08:00

I hate you too the core. Get out of my life. free me from your torturinq way's. get lost.
or Maybe i'm the one holdinq on.. Learn to let qo.

I still miss you. thouqh i hate you:(

You're holdinq the only key to my heart. I want it back.

YO, Well, normally people post's HELLO HUMANS, I wanna be special(: SO im postinq HELLO ZOMBIES! Hehehhee. im not qonna be like anyone else. Everyone moe forward i wanna move backward, Everyone wants blue i want pink(:

Anyways feelinq kinda unwell recently. Can't eat certain food just feel like throwinq up when i see them. Oh well? Good thing there's amny different kinds of food fer me to pick from. So Yesterday i ate a whole tub of ice cream. Feelinq VERY down. So started qoblinq on ice cream): well, It din't help me solve my problems but it sure did help the emotions(:

Today din't qo school kinda unwell. So stayed hom sleeeep.
Around 4 plus went too buqis wit zoyi;sister. Hahahhaa. On the train we were discussinq about how we looked like.Everytime i took a cab the driver would ask ifb i am a sinqaporean. And everytime she qoes out people would ask if she's a malay or chinese. HAHAHAHA! Zoyi say's i looked like a indonasian/ african - . - I look so poor. HOW SAD MANS**qives a very lame look** - . - Oh and and there was a peepinq tom in the train. Guess what he was doinq. He was peepinq at zoyi! **lauqhs**

at buqis it must hab been the lonqest walk we had in years! we walked every corner of buqis street! Lookinq fer somethinq qlamerous. Wanted buy a jumper. But its kinda casual,wanted a more formal wear. Will qo back too buy it soon(: im in love with it! heehee. FINALLY after sooo lonq, bouqht a black white dress. hmmms. not so into it, but it will do(: **Shows a BIG smile**

Went to buy ice cream**insert many hearts**, on the way some guy from imodels holdin approached us, He ask a few questions the thing he asked that me and zoyi lauqhed is (to me) "Are you a sinqaporean??" (To zoyi) " are you a chinese or a malay?" LOLS! we were complaininq bout it and it happened AGAIN. hahahhahahaaa! talk about coincidence. Took a train back too admiralty wit her, Had tution at 8. On the way played prank on people heehee.

Omq tomorrow school again): I hate school who dun?

Lets have a chat. You talked, And i'm replyinq.
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HuiQin
Rebecca, can you relink me plz !!! :) :)

I said;
Yeah sure! HAHAHA! i will! (:

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♠kahhwee
wad picking my nose -.-

I said;
Seriously you looked like you were pickinq you nose mahs(:

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Ivan www.ivan-dailyloves.blogspot.com
HELLLO (: hmms , take good care of your own
health ! (:

I said;
HELLO! hahahhaa.

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Lyb.
Tagged tagged tagged! the noodle srsly quite nice uh (:

I said;
THANKS THANKS! hehehe dun tel me. Tel the others! hahahhaa(: cook again for you next time huh(:

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ZoyiWang,Zuer
Sis,I like naked leh in th pic!LOL!

I said;
HUH! really? omq i thouqht you were naked HEHEH!(: well, you stil look pretty can le lahs

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kahhwee ;D
-btw hellos (:
-;D th cakes can eat ah ? LOL

I said;
Hello!!(:(: Yeahs. the cakes are edible(:

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tianen
hee interesting blog ! :P

I said;
OFCOURSE HEHEHE! btw Thanks huhs! hahahhaa(:

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kRISP.eAR.iVONY.tOES.hOT
errm u testing for fun or serious one?

I said;
Not i test de..Who are youuuuuuuuu

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Lyb.
Your post so inspirational one. haha. why you go buy the pregnancy test o.o haha!

I said;
What about it is inspirational? Lols. Buy fer fun.(:

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Liping
Hellow! ^^ how're euu recently?

I said;
Im fine thanks(: YOU??

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Zoyiwang;zuer
-Ass,I look so fat in the pictures.Btr delete laa.LOL!I got ur unglam Pictures last
night wanna me show u some?
-Idiot!Wad fake hair?!Ass you.But I love you!

I said;
HAHAHHA! i know you love me(: i love you too mans! bu ti find the "unqlam" pictures you have look nice(: HAHAH! its a fact about the fake hair hehehheee!

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♠kahhwee
stupid ! wad pampered ?!

I said;
Im statinq the fact(: your super pampered mans! hahahhaaa

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idiot reader
Dear Rebecca, you said you are goodsister of Zoyi, then can you please both encourage each other, quit smoking and drinking, just study hard. Time would not wait for you, do somehting more meaningful

I said;
Hmmm. - . - Yeahs. Thanks fer the tip huh. Who are you?

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kRISP.eAR.iVONY.tOES.hOT
... ... ...

I said;
Erm? You are?

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Lyb.
Your blogsong not anymore also very nice!! ;D

I said;
WAH! i qort so many you say only one nice. die die lerhs. Muct remake.

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2 more day's to zoyi;sister birthday(:

BTW! Happy birthday too dane **sinqs birthday sonq loudly while claapinq hands** Sorry could'nt attend your chalet thingy): Wish you a happy life,

WithLove,

RebeccaFan(:

I hate you yet i love you, I detest you yet i miss you ,your my misery yet your my life. i need you boy.

You ruined my chance too move on. I won't forget this. I freakin hate you to the core.Don't tel me and what not to do.